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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
我会在日记上写下大段大段曾经不属于我的失落伤感
会在听到某句歌词那么贴切地唱出我的心声时失声痛哭
会在看见电视剧某个片段而泪流不止
会在夜里梦到你冷漠的表情,从梦里哭醒过来
会在想起我们的吵闹而傻傻微笑
很多很多
感谢上天让我遇见了你,我觉得只要看见你就是一种幸福
无数次说着要放弃,但终究还是舍不得
依旧傻傻地守候,即使我知道不管等多久也不会有结果
喜欢你的每一天对我来说都是一种折磨
每一分每一秒都夹杂着痛苦与甜蜜
即使痛苦一次次让我落泪~
即使我知道甜蜜的回忆只是我安慰自己的假象~
我依旧学不会放手
我说我认了
我说我从喜欢上你那刻起就认输了
我说[你看,我输到心都空了]
真的觉得你是老天派来戏弄我的
但是我还是会舍不得
因为我不知道
以后还能不能遇见一个人
我只知道你是我心里一道无法愈合的伤口
我无法忘记
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Thursday, 10 February 2011 ( 15:59 )
❤我从来都没有后悔爱上你❤
想起你时不自觉地上扬了嘴角
听到你的名字时忽然变得沉默
独自一人时想你想到哭泣,却在看见你时故作无所谓地笑
生命中有太多的美好与感动
我宁愿为了你而失落伤感,甚至濒临崩溃
听到你的名字时忽然变得沉默
独自一人时想你想到哭泣,却在看见你时故作无所谓地笑
生命中有太多的美好与感动
我宁愿为了你而失落伤感,甚至濒临崩溃
我会在日记上写下大段大段曾经不属于我的失落伤感
会在听到某句歌词那么贴切地唱出我的心声时失声痛哭
会在看见电视剧某个片段而泪流不止
会在夜里梦到你冷漠的表情,从梦里哭醒过来
会在想起我们的吵闹而傻傻微笑
很多很多
感谢上天让我遇见了你,我觉得只要看见你就是一种幸福
无数次说着要放弃,但终究还是舍不得
依旧傻傻地守候,即使我知道不管等多久也不会有结果
喜欢你的每一天对我来说都是一种折磨
每一分每一秒都夹杂着痛苦与甜蜜
即使痛苦一次次让我落泪~
即使我知道甜蜜的回忆只是我安慰自己的假象~
我依旧学不会放手
我说我认了
我说我从喜欢上你那刻起就认输了
我说[你看,我输到心都空了]
真的觉得你是老天派来戏弄我的
可是我却心甘情愿地被伤害
即使我知道我会遍体鳞伤
我无数次希望自己没有喜欢过你,甚至从未认识过你
但是如果老天给我一次机会回到过去
我无数次希望自己没有喜欢过你,甚至从未认识过你
但是如果老天给我一次机会回到过去
我依旧会选择喜欢你
甚至连一丝犹豫都没有
我不知道你究竟是不是我生命中的那个唯一
我不确定自己是在错误的时间遇见了对的人
还是在对的时间遇见了错误的人…
朋友不止一次为我抱不平
他们劝我放弃
他们说你不值得我为你伤心
他们说[他有什么好?]
可是我却为你抱不平
我说你值得
我说你很好很好
我说[只是我不好]
他们不懂的我都懂~
我知道你已经很努力
我知道你很辛苦
我更知道你已经累了
我知道如果我放弃了对彼此都好
可是我就是不想放弃…
[别说再找一个更好的因为我爱的是你
我不知道你究竟是不是我生命中的那个唯一
我不确定自己是在错误的时间遇见了对的人
还是在对的时间遇见了错误的人…
朋友不止一次为我抱不平
他们劝我放弃
他们说你不值得我为你伤心
他们说[他有什么好?]
可是我却为你抱不平
我说你值得
我说你很好很好
我说[只是我不好]
他们不懂的我都懂~
我知道你已经很努力
我知道你很辛苦
我更知道你已经累了
我知道如果我放弃了对彼此都好
可是我就是不想放弃…
[别说再找一个更好的因为我爱的是你
感情的事是不能转交到另一个人的身上的]
我觉得自己再难过再委屈都好
总好过你难受
那会让我心疼
爱--真的会让人变得卑微
真的爱了--就把所有的底线都抛开了
可是人生有太多的遗憾
那么那么多的人
始终没能在一起
我对自己说[喜欢是一个人的事情]
那么我为什么还会一次又一次难过地流下眼泪?
[如果再给我一次机会让我回到从前
我觉得自己再难过再委屈都好
总好过你难受
那会让我心疼
爱--真的会让人变得卑微
真的爱了--就把所有的底线都抛开了
可是人生有太多的遗憾
那么那么多的人
始终没能在一起
我对自己说[喜欢是一个人的事情]
那么我为什么还会一次又一次难过地流下眼泪?
[如果再给我一次机会让我回到从前
我依旧会选择不顾一切地爱上你~
即使现在是那么痛苦
即使现在是那么痛苦
我依旧感谢能够遇见你
遇见你是我最大的幸运我会记得我曾那么深刻地爱过一个人]
我知道我必须放下因为未来的路还很长~
我知道我必须放下因为未来的路还很长~
而我不是你要的那位幸运女生
但是我还是会舍不得
因为我不知道
以后还能不能遇见一个人
能让我像现在爱你一样疯狂
而执着地爱着那个人
能不能像喜欢你一样用尽全力
不求回报地喜欢那个人
我只知道你是我心里一道无法愈合的伤口
我无法忘记
只是因为你曾经让我那么深刻地爱过,伤过,痛过
我会把你埋在心里的一个角落
深深地深深地
我会把你埋在心里的一个角落
深深地深深地
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已经太迟了..
我会寻找自己的幸福
给你一个交待
也算给我自己一个交待
是时候放手
就算我舍不得
我会自己努力
你去过你的幸福吧......
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These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
