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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
她該懂愛上的後果
一個人看電影
喜歡一個人的感覺
不用為了誰而穿裙
喜歡一個人的鬧鐘
它會忘記安靜吵著
喜歡一個人的鏡子
沒有人在催促化妝
喜歡一個人的早餐
鬆餅忘了加上楓糖
喜歡一個人的杯子
你走後卻不再保溫
喜歡一個人的空間
不用在爭你死我活
喜歡一個人的工作
漫無目的的過每天
喜歡一個人的天空
它是灰色卻仍動人
喜歡一個人的太陽
雖然烏雲偶爾擋住
喜歡一個人的音樂
聽到悲歌令人感觸
喜歡一個人的街道
偶爾會迷失在街角
喜歡一個人的笑聲
發現共鳴已成過去
喜歡一個人的微笑
臉頰少了一股溫熱
喜歡一個人的浴室
喜歡一個人的夜晚
失眠與濕枕頭伴我
喜歡一個人的美好
但……
更喜歡兩人的不好
回憶好美，心好痛
面對心裡愛的人
愛不到
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Thursday, 18 November 2010 ( 10:53 )
❤我的幻想-分手时候❤
转身离开
你走了
我没哭
因为我知道
你不会再为我擦泪了
我笑着对你说：
“祝福你，我们还是朋友！”
但我知道
我的心中还有千百万个不舍得
只是勉强撑起了笑容
送你离开我的身边...
这一刻
回忆的碎片
再一次被拼筹起来了
分手了
可浮现在脑海中的
却都是美丽的回忆
从前那些幸福的片段
不停在脑海中轮流播放
想着你的好
我不舍得
想要记起你的坏
我做不到
好想叫你不要就这样离去
可心中明白你始终会走...
做回朋友这句话
只是让当时的情况
变没有那么伤感
既然一切已经结局了
又怎么还能继续在做朋友呢
我知道
如果再做朋友
这一辈子我都休想放下你了
我知道
朋友只是藉口
只是还想要有个理由关心你
我知道
分手不是本意
只是为了让你过得更加快乐...
曾经你给我无数的幸福
今天你连本带利地拿走了
留下的伤痛我不和你计较
因为我知道我还爱着你
我发誓我一定要过得比你还幸福
但心中却希望你过得比我幸福
我发誓一定要在很短的时间放下你
但那颗爱你的心还舍不得你
我发誓我会找到一个比你更好的情人
但最终我还是选择一个人...
或许
认真过
失去过
才知道什么是爱情
一个人
不一定是在等一个对的人
有时候
我们是在等一个
向自己回头的人
即使我们知道
他只是一个错的人...
即使我们知道
他也许不会再回头了...
告诉你
分手时
我已经知道你不在乎我的眼泪
你转身以后
我哭了
因为我希望你会帮我擦眼泪
即使
那只是一种同情
因为我还想被你在乎
只是你连头也不回一个
就离我而去了...
{/ --
Saturday, 13 November 2010 ( 14:18 )
❤给回我❤
渴望愛情的到來
寧缺勿濫的想法
讓她繼續等待
再等待
怕黑的她
還可以在夜晚裡索求什麼？
不再有溫暖的手臂借她躺著
剩下冷清清地昨天
不敢關電視
因為房間關燈後
只剩下螢幕的光可以尋味
怕夜晚的黑
「你丟我在黑暗中，但我相信我可以存活」
她傳了封簡訊給了他。
沒有回訊
這算打擊嗎？
該難過嗎?
該繼續等待嗎？
鏡子的她眼神憔悴
黑眼圈深了一圈
「你知道嗎
這幾天我過的很快樂
因為你不在了」
很快樂？她開始落下淚
你離開
她開始學會自我逞強
就算你永遠不會懂
她到底在想些什麼
原諒她擅自欺騙你
她想讓你不擔心
不關心
怕黑的她
太容易獨自掉淚
再沒有你的寶貝
床單上的香水味，相信過幾天就散了
菸灰缸的黃煙蒂，相信過幾天就清了
室內的雙人拖鞋，不久就有勇氣丟了
你們的紀念禮物，會丟在角落遺忘的
你們的共同回憶，會像彩虹深刻的淡忘
甩不去也得使力
逃不開也得奔跑
睡不著也得關燈
說不出也得大叫
會是關於你的所有
然而你們生存在還有對方的昨天
明天呢？逃避了
怕黑的她
會努力戒掉這自欺欺人的壞習慣
關燈闔上眼
發現眼角還有淚
她該懂愛上的後果
但總會看不透
如果给我机会
我想要你还我一样东西
还我以前拥有幸福快乐的我
{/ --
( 14:12 )
❤自我无助❤
一個人的時候
我們最想找的人
偏偏不會接你電話
就算接起電話
也不會如你所願的掛掉
為何我們那麼會想去找心中的那個人？
自找無助卻又心甘情願……
儘管答案不理想
一個人看電影
無論喜劇悲劇
似乎在活生生刻畫我們過去與現在
坐在公車
旁邊坐的是陌生人
就跟心中那個人一樣
坐的近心卻遠
走在地下道
吵鬧笑聲的迴音
經過我身旁的陌生人
走的近目的地卻不同
喜歡一個人的感覺
不用為了誰而穿裙
喜歡一個人的鬧鐘
它會忘記安靜吵著
喜歡一個人的鏡子
沒有人在催促化妝
喜歡一個人的早餐
鬆餅忘了加上楓糖
喜歡一個人的杯子
你走後卻不再保溫
喜歡一個人的空間
不用在爭你死我活
喜歡一個人的工作
漫無目的的過每天
喜歡一個人的天空
它是灰色卻仍動人
喜歡一個人的太陽
雖然烏雲偶爾擋住
喜歡一個人的音樂
聽到悲歌令人感觸
喜歡一個人的街道
偶爾會迷失在街角
喜歡一個人的笑聲
發現共鳴已成過去
喜歡一個人的微笑
臉頰少了一股溫熱
喜歡一個人的浴室
不必刷背浪費時间
喜歡一個人的夜晚
失眠與濕枕頭伴我
喜歡一個人的美好
但……
更喜歡兩人的不好
回憶好美，心好痛
眼淚好鹹，心好痛
戒指好亮，心好痛
門聲好響，心好痛
雙手好冷，心好痛
相簿好空，心好痛
機車好閒，心好痛
照片好多，心好痛
禮物好貴？心好痛
以上，自找無助！
但，未構成犯罪……
Hayashi :「痛醒的那天，是你重生的開始」
門聲好響，心好痛
雙手好冷，心好痛
相簿好空，心好痛
機車好閒，心好痛
照片好多，心好痛
禮物好貴？心好痛
以上，自找無助！
但，未構成犯罪……
Hayashi :「痛醒的那天，是你重生的開始」
{/ --
( 13:59 )
❤寂寞寂寞就好❤
你那麼輕易就闖進她的心
走的時候卻只留下傷害
她從來都不知道
這個世界上根本沒有可以讓她哭的人
因為真正值得她哭的那個
根本捨不得讓她哭
走的時候卻只留下傷害
她從來都不知道
這個世界上根本沒有可以讓她哭的人
因為真正值得她哭的那個
根本捨不得讓她哭
慢慢的閉上雙眼
不想再回顧一遍
撫不平的心弦
撫不平的心弦
在迴盪
離去那聲再見
望著背影傾斜
望著背影傾斜
我想我再也看不見
心裡那塊永遠
心裡那塊永遠
怎麼會 放著
就這麼 不見
我還記得
童話故事裡面
妳 羨慕著
有天使作陪
還記得
還記得
電影散場時間
妳 想像有夢幻的情節
我還記得
我還記得
相機裡的依偎
我們 不自覺 移進了一點
對不起
對不起
不該唱獨角戲
我 能不能陪妳
輕輕的我揮手道別
卻不想被妳發現
話還留在嘴邊
話還留在嘴邊
每分秒
都是我在眷戀
新月彎掛在天
腳步踉蹌無法走遠
忽明忽滅光線
忽明忽滅光線
怎麼會 閃著
就這麼 不見
我還記得
曾經有個夏天
妳 笑著在 大雨裡轉圈圈
還記得
還記得
白色聖誕節
妳 抱著禮物睡在牆邊
還記得
還記得
妳要我許願
我說 一切都能從心如願
無所謂
無所謂
願望本難實現
我 會好好懷念
溫和的秋天季節
楓葉染紅今天
OH 我 不會 失去信念
我還記得
對坐在桌邊
妳 紅著臉
有種嬌羞無限
還記得
還記得
生日那一天
妳 偎著我安祥的入眠
我還記得
我還記得
我們承諾好
要 一起老 一起環遊世界
沒關係
沒關係
我相信我可以
請妳 照顧好自己
就算依舊是一個人
就算我，愛不到
讓我在一個人的世界
大哭大鬧是我在夢裡的無理取鬧，
回憶有你
身邊卻沒有你
想必這殘酷的以後
只是自己捏造的
「是吧？」我低著頭落著淚
對你輕聲說道
你還是不懂
你不懂……
你永遠只是帶著自己的快乐
然後看著我獨自在角落
「回答我！一句就好……」
突然地
你消失在空氣當中
天空灰了一片
草地不再鮮豔
我
又再度驚醒
沒在一起的緣分
卻比任何人都受傷
怎麼會那麼在意
我們的事實
我比誰都更在乎
比誰都更敢說敢做
為了你
「這次是我最後一次原谅你了吧……」我在心里說著
「可以给我多一次机会吗？」你在电话里问著我
而我
也只能笑笑帶過
笑完
心卻像是被重擊了一下
一笑而過還真不受用……
一笑而過還真不受用……
「好好找去自己！」這是我對你說的話
面對心裡愛的人
破綻就是那雙失望的眼神
時時盯住對方的一舉一動
他笑，我就笑
愛不到
還有關心的角度
可以彌補自己的缺憾
誰都知道
在關心都還是自我傷害
或許，寂寞才是最好
但在他身邊
我才發現寂寞是我好朋友
一個人久了
沒想到我們一點都不恨對方
只恨愛情的無奈
愛不到
當作一切是夢給的玩笑
愛不到
你要的終點不是我。
{/ --
Tuesday, 9 November 2010 ( 20:34 )
❤My New Life❤
时间过得很快
一下子我就已经在新的地方过了两个月
新的事物
新的环境
新的朋友
新的开始
4 sc 2
大马国中的你们
我还蛮想念的
但我会学着习惯了
我的副班长
刚过了她十六岁的生日
她告诉我
她很开心 xD
航..
我们的回忆真的会变成过去吗..
我不知道
也不敢去想
或许我真的应该要放弃
在此宣布
我笨珍的朋友都很好
薇和庭都会是我的聊天对象
哈哈哈哈哈哈
至于你这个神经病
是我诉苦的对象
嘻嘻
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
ZiYin
TengAnn
KaiSing
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Mine (Old)
ChuaShuFen
LiewHui
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QiewRu
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GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
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designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak