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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
我，不會打擾你。
想像不到，淚水打轉的日子已經到了冬天，
男孩的部落格，擁有著他的新幸福，
一切透露出對方，過著新的快樂擁有新的笑容。
-
已經是陌生人了。
-
一個人到了公園，一路上的情侶，
自己卻孤單坐著，女孩想著「我們，曾經也是其中一對」
女孩對男孩的依賴，已經成了傷害。
男孩甜蜜的溫柔，
掛在女孩心頭上，
「你女朋友沒跟你出來？」
「妳很好，我就放心了。」
男孩才剛轉身不久，又轉頭過來說著。
你，好嗎？
告訴我最真實的話語，
就算，你不好。
❤DAMN FUNNY❤
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-2C_N5anww
一个没有灵魂的躯壳
是个怎样的人
最近的我
越来越不专心在做东西上
什么都没有想
只是像个傻子一样
发呆......
被某人说
【你中邪吗？ 做么好像一个没有灵魂的人】
呵呵。。。
也许吧
麻木了冷漠
反而成为了“死尸”
感触很多
但却做不到
考试
我这次没有尽力
我很后悔
因为下mssm
没有考好
我拿17名
是我有时以来没拿过的名次
很难过
但事实也改变不了什么
我只想下次争取到第一
我对你越来越没有信心了
现在的我
真的过得很实在
原来没有你
我也能让自己做些让我快乐的事
感觉很自由
我真的不想管你了
既然说得那么绝再也不会找我
我也不想再说什么
你过你的
我过我的
别再说有的没的
我不会相信了....
各位来访的朋友们
我希望你们能过尊重我写的东西
这是我平时拿来写自己的生活点滴
而非让你们看了后
就鬼话连篇‘
如果你是这种人
就请你停止这种行为！
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Monday, 19 July 2010 ( 23:00 )
❤你’ 好吗❤
我們，在最幸福的夏天，選擇分開。
在那天，我還對你承諾了一件事情，
在那天，我還對你承諾了一件事情，
我，不會打擾你。
-
想像不到，淚水打轉的日子已經到了冬天，
男孩的部落格，擁有著他的新幸福，
一切透露出對方，過著新的快樂擁有新的笑容。
女孩一直關心，只要男孩的文章透露壞心情，
她就想打電話、留言。
她就想打電話、留言。
但是，她不能打擾對方……
遠遠的關心對前情人是最大的慰藉。
-
女孩走在鬧區路上，在腦海的那天，
她看見男人牽著一位比她漂亮的女孩。
她看見男人牽著一位比她漂亮的女孩。
想和他打聲招呼，
想，
卻不能去「想」。
卻不能去「想」。
已經是陌生人了。
-
一個人去了KTV，只點歌卻不唱歌，
女孩，沒勇氣。
女孩，沒勇氣。
一唱就會像嬰兒，無預警的大哭起來。
最後女孩唱了分手快樂給自己，
卻越唱越脆弱。
卻越唱越脆弱。
一個人到了公園，一路上的情侶，
自己卻孤單坐著，女孩想著「我們，曾經也是其中一對」
女孩才發現分手後，
不再走習慣的路。
不再走習慣的路。
原來，逃避回憶是在逃避自己。
-
冬天的被窩，
不再有人鬧著。
不再有人鬧著。
「好冷好冷！趕快蓋上棉被！」
女孩一直回想男孩的怕冷。
被窩，也藏著許多夢。
-
「你，好嗎。」
女孩在電腦面前，對著男孩照片練習說著。
女孩在電腦面前，對著男孩照片練習說著。
女孩對男孩的依賴，已經成了傷害。
-
你過的好，我就好。
你笑的快樂，我就快樂。
你笑的快樂，我就快樂。
你難過，我就難過。
一舉一動都牽著女孩的情緒，
她知道，她是看不開愛情的人。
她知道，她是看不開愛情的人。
男孩甜蜜的溫柔，
掛在女孩心頭上，
她，放不下。
過了半年，
巧遇在火車站裡頭，
巧遇在火車站裡頭，
女孩、男孩。
避不了的緣分，
還是碰撞了。
還是碰撞了。
男孩身邊沒有伴侶，臉上的表情沉著。
「嗨！你好嗎？」
女孩說出口了…說出口了…
女孩說出口了…說出口了…
「呵！我……還不錯。那，妳呢？」
「……」
「我……很好呀！」
很好呀……
好到每天還是想著你，每天失眠。
很好呀……
好到每天還是想著你，每天失眠。
「你女朋友沒跟你出來？」
「我單身了。」
原來，男孩單身了。
他透露出，現在只想一個人好好沉澱。
他透露出，現在只想一個人好好沉澱。
「嗯……」
「我先趕火車回老家了！先這樣囉！bye！」
「……bye」
「妳很好，我就放心了。」
男孩才剛轉身不久，又轉頭過來說著。
男孩露出笑容，用跑的背影面對女孩。
「原來，你一直都在」
你，好嗎？
告訴我最真實的話語，
就算，你不好。
你單純的背影，
給我最安靜的放手。
給我最安靜的放手。
我，很好。
{/ --
Saturday, 17 July 2010 ( 20:58 )
❤For u❤
Noone said that u are gossip
why u said urself like that..
I want to clarify
But I do not exaggerate things
I treat u as a good friend
maybe You may not think that
But ..
I just want to say that I have never said xx like me or wat else ...
I only said that I feel ...
and i didn't said three times..
just that there are three people know ..
You are troubling ..
is a thing ..
but if u change another point to look it
Don't u think that is like talking bad things of me ...
Just because I do not treat it as a matter
So I said nothing ..
I already knew it before friday ..
But I do not get angry ..
Did not say anything too ...
I was just .. moody
Why should u say urself so miserable ..?
Friend
What is the definition of annoying ...
If I am a person who is thought to or selfish.
Shall I want you to apologize ..??
No..I am not ..
Because I know ..
These are all misunderstanding ..
Of course ..
You would not want to know the real facts of the matter now ..
Dun be troubling ..ok..?
My good friend ..
But I do not exaggerate things
I treat u as a good friend
maybe You may not think that
But ..
I just want to say that I have never said xx like me or wat else ...
I only said that I feel ...
and i didn't said three times..
just that there are three people know ..
You are troubling ..
is a thing ..
but if u change another point to look it
Don't u think that is like talking bad things of me ...
Just because I do not treat it as a matter
So I said nothing ..
I already knew it before friday ..
But I do not get angry ..
Did not say anything too ...
I was just .. moody
Why should u say urself so miserable ..?
Friend
What is the definition of annoying ...
If I am a person who is thought to or selfish.
Shall I want you to apologize ..??
No..I am not ..
Because I know ..
These are all misunderstanding ..
Of course ..
You would not want to know the real facts of the matter now ..
Dun be troubling ..ok..?
My good friend ..
=）
{/ --
Wednesday, 14 July 2010 ( 19:47 )
❤DAMN FUNNY❤
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-2C_N5anww
{/ --
Tuesday, 13 July 2010 ( 20:57 )
❤Heart Broken
有谁能够告诉我
上次哭泣的时候
是在几时...
我知道...
两个礼拜前
是我说XX后
再也没有为你哭泣
直到现在
突然回首过去与曾经
后悔 + 沮丧
今天.. 我的“朋友”再次出现了
两个礼拜没见
感觉如何
别说你很爱我...
因为我再也感受不到
有哪一天
你是真的真心寂寞
真心想念
才找我的
有哪一天
你又是会因为找不到我而感到担心的
.....
无言还是无言
2号... 我不想记了...
只是个让我失望又痛心的日子
从四月开始的你
就已经没有我的位置
别说我了...
我真的累了
我求你放过我
放我自由
我越来越没有快乐
更没有安全感
放开我....
请仔细阅读...
好多男生都喜欢认妹妹或姐姐，听着她们 哥哥长弟弟短的叫，心里异常有成就感。
可是，所有有妹妹和姐姐的男生们，你们是否知道，这一声声的哥哥或弟弟，把你自己女朋友的心都割碎了。
你觉得你们之间是真正的兄妹或姐弟情谊，所以自然可以当着女友的面给妹妹或姐姐回信息，打电话，可是你们毕竟不是真的兄妹和姐弟，她那一句句的关心之语，让你女友情何以堪？
男生大多不喜欢把自己的辛苦，烦闷说给老婆听，因为怕她担心，于是妹妹和姐姐就成了你最好的倾诉对象，慢慢的女朋友发现自己远不如你妹妹和姐姐了解你，她会不郁闷吗？
而且你们之间就算再清白，在别人眼里都是暧昧，闲言闲语一但被女友听见，她会怎么想？
她或许嘴上说相信你，心里呢？
早就委屈得不行了。
再说你的妹妹和姐姐，就真的把你当哥哥吗？
她或许对你早有意思，那么她就会在你和你女友之间挑拨，女人之间能听懂的话，你未必能懂，在你眼里，你妹妹或姐姐的话似乎并无不妥，但你身边的这两位女性都知道，这已经是战争，而且你女朋友完全处于弱势，因为你根本不相信她，你觉得她在无理取闹。
于是生气，吵架。
你的女朋友到底做错了什么呢？
最后你给她的定义就是不了解你，不信任你，小心眼，不讲理。
可你疑惑女友为什么变了的同时是否想过，原因是什么呢？
或许有的男生问，那谈恋爱还不能与异**往了吗？
可以啊，怎么不可以，那请问你老婆要是也找个哥哥或弟弟，天天当着你的面给他发信息，打电话，哥哥，弟弟的叫着，提醒他天凉了加衣服，天热了别中暑。你是不是早就疯了？
所以，真正爱老婆的男人就别认什么妹妹和姐姐！也别跟身边的女生玩什么暧昧的游戏。
请尊重你的女友，她远比你想象中的脆弱。
可是，所有有妹妹和姐姐的男生们，你们是否知道，这一声声的哥哥或弟弟，把你自己女朋友的心都割碎了。
你觉得你们之间是真正的兄妹或姐弟情谊，所以自然可以当着女友的面给妹妹或姐姐回信息，打电话，可是你们毕竟不是真的兄妹和姐弟，她那一句句的关心之语，让你女友情何以堪？
男生大多不喜欢把自己的辛苦，烦闷说给老婆听，因为怕她担心，于是妹妹和姐姐就成了你最好的倾诉对象，慢慢的女朋友发现自己远不如你妹妹和姐姐了解你，她会不郁闷吗？
而且你们之间就算再清白，在别人眼里都是暧昧，闲言闲语一但被女友听见，她会怎么想？
她或许嘴上说相信你，心里呢？
早就委屈得不行了。
再说你的妹妹和姐姐，就真的把你当哥哥吗？
她或许对你早有意思，那么她就会在你和你女友之间挑拨，女人之间能听懂的话，你未必能懂，在你眼里，你妹妹或姐姐的话似乎并无不妥，但你身边的这两位女性都知道，这已经是战争，而且你女朋友完全处于弱势，因为你根本不相信她，你觉得她在无理取闹。
于是生气，吵架。
你的女朋友到底做错了什么呢？
最后你给她的定义就是不了解你，不信任你，小心眼，不讲理。
可你疑惑女友为什么变了的同时是否想过，原因是什么呢？
或许有的男生问，那谈恋爱还不能与异**往了吗？
可以啊，怎么不可以，那请问你老婆要是也找个哥哥或弟弟，天天当着你的面给他发信息，打电话，哥哥，弟弟的叫着，提醒他天凉了加衣服，天热了别中暑。你是不是早就疯了？
所以，真正爱老婆的男人就别认什么妹妹和姐姐！也别跟身边的女生玩什么暧昧的游戏。
请尊重你的女友，她远比你想象中的脆弱。
{/ --
Wednesday, 7 July 2010 ( 20:28 )
❤宽恕❤
面对面坐着
眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容
看起来好突兀
我走错一步
坠入万丈深谷
还是会想起
你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上
血流已如注
背叛了幸福
拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐
何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧
让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕
承诺说得那么铭心刻骨
男：你的眼泪让我无助
女：你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
女：努力学习宽恕
男：原谅那错误
女：不甘心我们的爱
女：死在半途
男：听见你的心还在哭
女：遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
女：希望你能觉悟
男：我真的领悟
男女：伤口慢慢愈合
再被爱包覆
{/ --
Tuesday, 6 July 2010 ( 21:45 )
❤你的心在那里
我依然爱着你❤
从那遥远海边慢慢消失的你 本来模糊的脸竟然渐渐清 想要说些什麽又不知从何说起 只有把它放在心底 茫然走在海边看那潮来潮去 徒劳无功想把每朵浪花记清 想要说声爱你却被吹散在风里 猛然回头你在那里
如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱 就让我用一生等待 如果深情往事你已不再留恋 就让它随风飘远 如果大海能够带走我的哀愁 就像带走每条河流 所有受过的伤 所有流过的泪 我的爱 请全部带走
{/ --
Thursday, 1 July 2010 ( 21:08 )
一个没有灵魂的躯壳
是个怎样的人
最近的我
越来越不专心在做东西上
什么都没有想
只是像个傻子一样
发呆......
被某人说
【你中邪吗？ 做么好像一个没有灵魂的人】
呵呵。。。
也许吧
麻木了冷漠
反而成为了“死尸”
感触很多
但却做不到
考试
我这次没有尽力
我很后悔
因为下mssm
没有考好
我拿17名
是我有时以来没拿过的名次
很难过
但事实也改变不了什么
我只想下次争取到第一
我对你越来越没有信心了
现在的我
真的过得很实在
原来没有你
我也能让自己做些让我快乐的事
感觉很自由
我真的不想管你了
既然说得那么绝再也不会找我
我也不想再说什么
你过你的
我过我的
别再说有的没的
我不会相信了....
各位来访的朋友们
我希望你们能过尊重我写的东西
这是我平时拿来写自己的生活点滴
而非让你们看了后
就鬼话连篇‘
如果你是这种人
就请你停止这种行为！
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak