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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty






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HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl






HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Sunday, 21 March 2010 ( 11:39 )
❤Kem Belia❤
17/3 -- 20/3
一下子就完了..
虽然有很多抱怨..
对一些没有礼貌的helper..
虽然真的没有什么时间睡觉..
也没有什么多余的时间做别的东西..
我们在那里好像机器人哦~~
哈哈~~
PART 1
17/3
12.30pm 我们
weixuan, annie, janice, pauying, me
justin, weipann, shen hao, zhen jie, lixing
在giant taxi stand集合后
分成三辆德士去cabang
到了那里..
我们联合seta, pelangi, sdj一起坐巴士去~
每个人十块..
我们的东西也不是普通的少咯~
但我很佩服pauying的行李是有够小个~
不懂装什么可以装那么小
我和璇一起坐
聊了很多~
哈哈...
到了古来宽中
够大!
够豪华!
够多摊位!
够多课室!
够多的树木!!
也有够多的厕所!!
过多的人!!
500++
(我们pb这样多人就好)
在报到处...校门口
登记了就拿到名片卡
过后就去食堂放行李
就到校门口-红砖masuk
masuk了就回去食堂
回宿舍~
我们女生和smk jj2 和smk skudai一起住
过后就换衣
开始玩游戏~~
有些好玩..有些不好玩..
过后呢
休息冲凉换衣服
就吃晚餐
然后就听了3 小时的讲座
有够想睡.. Zzz..
1点多我们才睡觉..
因为菁一直搞笑
害我们笑到肚子痛
还有那个pauying~~
一直拿我的jacket & sleeping弄我~
还一直死命说“我要冲凉.. 我睡不着”
真的是吵死人了~~
第二天
你懂我们几点起来吗??
4AM!!!!
因为我们的女生超多
结果我们去厕所冲凉
还有人比我们更早
我们的男生真的很sua gu~
和我们一样4am起来
都不懂他们这么早起来做么
我们冲完凉时已经5.20am
够久~哈哈
过后了6.30am集合在红砖
我们的热身很奇怪
我们pb的热身是halangan
还以为我们会有halangan
结果叻~ 没有!!
我们的热身是kiri kanan pusing
还有跳一支舞
我们被炸.. =.=
过后就吃早餐
就被分成zon A B C D
我们的kpl不要夸自己
所以我们全部和seta一起去Zon B
中等~
然后就去kawad
四个小时
8am-12pm
和我们普通的练习
7.45am- 12am 一样
只是少了十五分钟
可是那个时间真的很慢过
而且我们四个小时里
只有休息三次
都是五分钟
很累很热很渴!!
终于熬过了
就吃午餐..
然后Zon A B 去学pembalut
Zon C D 去学CPR
每一个两小时
pembalut 我们都很上手
唯独CPR比较不同
而且要和假人做
我是最后一个做的
因为我觉得假人很恐怖!
又吹不到!它的嘴巴又大又不能开
过过过过过过~~
休息冲凉换衣服
吃晚餐~~
晚上我忘了做什么了
最后我们还是12点多睡觉
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
{/tagboard --
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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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HuiLin
YuehLu
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Ldr TanKX
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak