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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
以前真的很好
因为太好所以更痛
我恨被爱情骗的我
如果没有我的话该多好
如果说心痛而没有我的话..
我们相爱的记忆
应该会抓住你的
你活在明天
而我活在今天
也许
什么都不会使我笑出来
久而久之
你认为我还会对你老实吗
在你眼里
用打用骂就是最好的方法
你根本只是个没有感情的人
只是一个自私的人
不会为别人着想的人
當我們去愛一個人
好像一切都是被迫
情人變討債
什麼秘密都對他說了
議論紛紛
矛頭卻又時常被對方指向自己，
情人憤怒說著：
這種人
只想對你說：「不愛我的全部，就請禮貌的放開我的雙手。」
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Thursday, 14 January 2010 ( 21:48 )
❤今天分手了❤
用白色的围巾蒙上脸
眨着红色的眼睛等着你
那颗心想要说什么
似懂非懂
因你的眼笑而说不出口
各退一步的我们
在各自的空间哭泣
因为生气而让说的那句话
使我的心已经走了很远
今天分手了
我们分手了
如果懂我的心的话
就请在我身旁一起哭
我可能不行吧
我依然是不行
哭多少我才能找到真正的爱情呢
耳旁的心跳声非常大
删掉的你的一切 越删越清晰
从什么时候开始
从哪开始远去了呢
明明到昨天为止还是爱我的
今天却分手了
眨着红色的眼睛等着你
那颗心想要说什么
似懂非懂
因你的眼笑而说不出口
各退一步的我们
在各自的空间哭泣
因为生气而让说的那句话
使我的心已经走了很远
今天分手了
我们分手了
如果懂我的心的话
就请在我身旁一起哭
我可能不行吧
我依然是不行
哭多少我才能找到真正的爱情呢
耳旁的心跳声非常大
删掉的你的一切 越删越清晰
从什么时候开始
从哪开始远去了呢
明明到昨天为止还是爱我的
今天却分手了
以前真的很好
因为太好所以更痛
我恨被爱情骗的我
如果没有我的话该多好
如果说心痛而没有我的话..
我们相爱的记忆
应该会抓住你的
你活在明天
而我活在今天
也许
什么都不会使我笑出来
{/ --
( 19:41 )
从你口中说了
恨毒的话
今天
你终于说了
cibai kia...
也从你口中说了...
说过的..
不管怎么样
都不会说..
但最后呢...
当你说了后
我的心还在吗...
最后说是气话...
那我的感受呢....
我不怕死
我怕的是什么？
每个人都知道
就只有你不懂
还放我脾气....
我还有什么理由
坚持下去
...
{/ --
Tuesday, 12 January 2010 ( 20:09 )
你变了
人
依据时间变了
你已不再那么耐心
那么讨我欢喜
现在成了你的随便
成了你每天想吵架的人
我不想再让你了
每次只有你说话的权利
明明是你的错
还要我疼
连一个对不起也不说
我辛苦
你也只是说我不陪你
跟别人在一起
TMD
我真的无法说了
知道为什么不跟你说话吗
知道为什么我要理你
就算你知道了
你还是要硬
以为自己硬就会赢
只想到自己一定要赢
那我让你赢
你慢慢去赢
反正
现在你说的话
是一次又一次的难听
『没有你会死吗？？』
我会记得你说的
为了我们的未来
我坚持去读好书
我付出双倍的精神
连吃的时间
都没有吃
我努力
你当我是放屁
任你自己发脾气
从开始上课到现在
将近一个礼拜
我足足瘦了三公斤
真的
我从还没开学以前
在笨珍去测量时
你应该懂多少公斤
我真的一直在努力
我希望得到的是你的支持
你的安慰
你的关心
而不是你对我抱怨这个那个
{/ --
Tuesday, 5 January 2010 ( 19:46 )
自私
你只说你的
不听别人的
认为自己就是最厉害
在我眼里
妈妈。。
已经不存在
你不配当我妈妈
你只是个自私的妈妈
无论我做得多好
你从来不会称赞
只要我做错一点
你就说我烂，不好
不听别人的
认为自己就是最厉害
在我眼里
妈妈。。
已经不存在
你不配当我妈妈
你只是个自私的妈妈
无论我做得多好
你从来不会称赞
只要我做错一点
你就说我烂，不好
久而久之
你认为我还会对你老实吗
在你眼里
用打用骂就是最好的方法
你根本只是个没有感情的人
只是一个自私的人
不会为别人着想的人
今天分班了
跟很多好朋友同班
开心因为读到4 sc 2
但我会努力
读到5 sc 1
我不想转校
这里很多回忆
我恨你
自私的妈妈
{/ --
Sunday, 3 January 2010 ( 20:42 )
❤只想对你说❤
全盤灑在信任的賭注上
姑且不論失敗 勝利
其實每個人都還是會
心驚膽跳
當我們去愛一個人
我們懂得去用盡各種方法
讓對方失去心防
讓對方失去心防
深愛你
進入下一階段
但是
但是
當對方又要求你
要體諒他
要更了解他
不要傷害他
對方會對你付出
對方會對你付出
也是怕受傷害的一種
好像一切都是被迫
誰動口甜言蜜語
誰動手牽起手
分手後斤斤計較
分手後斤斤計較
情人口頭上說著：
「妳/你不要忘了，是誰先做错的」
情人變討債
這畫面能夠倒胃三天吧
什麼秘密都對他說了
不該講的
該講的
他都聽過了
兩人沒有緣分後
兩人沒有緣分後
能夠把事情誇大化
還把事情經過醜化
議論紛紛
對愛人是不是不夠好
不是不夠好
不是不夠好
只是我們能給的…
卻永遠不是情人所需要的，
矛頭卻又時常被對方指向自己，
情人憤怒說著：
「你是不是不愛我？
看看別人
在看看我們
你沒發現我們缺少了什麼嗎？
你有對我付出過什麼嗎？」
批哩啪啦講了一大堆
批哩啪啦講了一大堆
何嘗不看看自己
自己現在擁有什麼幸福
擁有什麼對你付出的情人
可能友人的男朋友/女朋友
可能友人的男朋友/女朋友
是含著金湯匙的背景
他們能夠買豪宅 鑽石 辦個世紀大婚禮
可是自己的情人
可是自己的情人
卻不能給你
這種人
可笑又無腦
認定別人
認定別人
卻不認定你的人
只想對你說：「不愛我的全部，就請禮貌的放開我的雙手。」
{/ --
Saturday, 2 January 2010 ( 14:53 )
2010
应该是我最清醒的一年
目标好多
但我不期望
只想做到最好
1.读好书 要更努力
每科要七十分以上
2.和航好好过每一天
就足够了
3.脚伤快好 再痛也要忍
4.更有心，责任去做每一件事
5.让自己每天累得没时间想东想西
你们说我变了
确实是
我家里给的
就把我的头给想烦了
我还自己打自己的头
你们说 我有多烦？？
我不愿再感情用事
因为我知道
我是一个感情用事的人
会因为我在乎的人说我或骂我就哭
不是当场哭
而是一个人回家躲在房间哭
哭得多了 也惯了
在任何人面前哭
我希望你们知道
那是因为我的真心出卖了自己
眼泪里是出自心
我用真心来流泪
我也不愿多说话
只想当哑巴
这比较好
对我来说
嘴巴 不好
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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YuehLu
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SweetEr2
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Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Mine (Old)
ChuaShuFen
LiewHui
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Baobao
Zoe
ShiQi
QiewRu
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GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
ZiYin
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{/credits --
designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak