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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
.
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Friday, 27 November 2009 ( 22:15 )
❤你討厭，誰不討厭？❤
在一起幸福後
你……消失的無影無蹤
你的無理分手
卻也未見到你的提口
不客氣的抱歉
總是重覆再耳邊盤旋
淚腺的發達
再你無情後
變得麻木遲緩
沒有留下任何蛛絲馬跡
我以為能過的更好
卻只是掩飾的騙局
你能說我太依賴什麼
你也能說我太愛什麼
你更能說我再墮落什麼
你
對質，你臉上牽掛出許多困難
坦白，你微笑多了一份沉重感
分手，卻是好好微笑毫無頭緒
男人都說討厭太過癡情的女人
因為這讓你们會對不起良心
以為這句話
只是印證在你们的歷史頁
沒想過
我却是最新的一頁
提出分手有壓力
在你我最後一次的說話
卻是朋友來傳遞
誰都不能說話
因為我們都枯萎了
你還對不起自己良心嗎
你還討厭癡情的女人嗎
你愧疚，又怎樣
我是，又如何
不是嗎……
總在我裝堅強後
淚的支撐點也垮了
你討厭癡情的女人
那麼…
我討厭分手說不清的男人
合理嗎…
在一起幸福後
你……消失的無影無蹤
你的無理分手
卻也未見到你的提口
不客氣的抱歉
總是重覆再耳邊盤旋
淚腺的發達
再你無情後
變得麻木遲緩
沒有留下任何蛛絲馬跡
我以為能過的更好
卻只是掩飾的騙局
你能說我太依賴什麼
你也能說我太愛什麼
你更能說我再墮落什麼
你
對質，你臉上牽掛出許多困難
坦白，你微笑多了一份沉重感
分手，卻是好好微笑毫無頭緒
男人都說討厭太過癡情的女人
因為這讓你们會對不起良心
以為這句話
只是印證在你们的歷史頁
沒想過
我却是最新的一頁
提出分手有壓力
在你我最後一次的說話
卻是朋友來傳遞
誰都不能說話
因為我們都枯萎了
你還對不起自己良心嗎
你還討厭癡情的女人嗎
你愧疚，又怎樣
我是，又如何
不是嗎……
總在我裝堅強後
淚的支撐點也垮了
你討厭癡情的女人
那麼…
我討厭分手說不清的男人
合理嗎…
{/ --
( 21:58 )
❤變質了，那原裝的愛❤
氧化的蘋果，泛黃的果肉
泛黃的相片，殘缺的記憶
殘缺的心臟，無力的彼此
彼此的溫度，演變的淚水
淚水的痕跡，勾痕的傷痛
手心捧著一盤沙
就算小心翼翼的捧著
沙依然隨著風而去
隨著自己的不小心
也慢慢的從指間流失……
偶爾會去聆聽傷心的音樂
不習慣這悲傷的旋律
與唱入心中的歌詞
情侶對唱情歌
變成了噪音
腐蝕的分手
滾著淚水帶著不解
變質
是什麼模樣
想像它是一盒禮物
再我前往幸福的路上
我遺失了它
哭醜了臉
回頭找……
卻再也找不到
你把微笑送給了別人
沒有理由……
更沒有任何藉口
你把愛情奉獻給不是我的我
更沒有一點猶豫和逃避
你有說不出的苦衷
但我不在乎你是劈腿還是厭惡
你留下一句傷人的話
也留下說不出話的我
你从沒有想過
這才是最傷人的……
當我無能為力
你的肩膀卻早变质
變的承擔不起幸福與責任
當我流著淚水
你的雙手失去厚實
失去了牽手的勇氣與安慰
曾經努力過一切
努力維護關係與熟悉的問候
還是不夠、不夠的付出
卻塞滿了很多、很多的憧憬
「永遠」再當時多麼接近
現在如何看
越看越煩心……
背光的愛情
讓你畏懼了……
我回頭找
找不到……那一盒禮物
我抱著焦慮的心
深怕你生氣了……
我開始在這條路找
終於，找到了……
但是..
禮物卻被丟在垃圾桶裡
包裝殘破不堪
裡頭的禮物
空了
我們變了
原裝不存在了
溫度冷淡了
一切消失了
剩下
覆蓋許多灰塵的禮物
裡頭..
有著許多照片與甜蜜
却只有我一人留着来怀恋...
最后
诺言=誓言
在你的伪装
成了逝言
氧化的蘋果，泛黃的果肉
泛黃的相片，殘缺的記憶
殘缺的心臟，無力的彼此
彼此的溫度，演變的淚水
淚水的痕跡，勾痕的傷痛
手心捧著一盤沙
就算小心翼翼的捧著
沙依然隨著風而去
隨著自己的不小心
也慢慢的從指間流失……
偶爾會去聆聽傷心的音樂
不習慣這悲傷的旋律
與唱入心中的歌詞
情侶對唱情歌
變成了噪音
腐蝕的分手
滾著淚水帶著不解
變質
是什麼模樣
想像它是一盒禮物
再我前往幸福的路上
我遺失了它
哭醜了臉
回頭找……
卻再也找不到
你把微笑送給了別人
沒有理由……
更沒有任何藉口
你把愛情奉獻給不是我的我
更沒有一點猶豫和逃避
你有說不出的苦衷
但我不在乎你是劈腿還是厭惡
你留下一句傷人的話
也留下說不出話的我
你从沒有想過
這才是最傷人的……
當我無能為力
你的肩膀卻早变质
變的承擔不起幸福與責任
當我流著淚水
你的雙手失去厚實
失去了牽手的勇氣與安慰
曾經努力過一切
努力維護關係與熟悉的問候
還是不夠、不夠的付出
卻塞滿了很多、很多的憧憬
「永遠」再當時多麼接近
現在如何看
越看越煩心……
背光的愛情
讓你畏懼了……
我回頭找
找不到……那一盒禮物
我抱著焦慮的心
深怕你生氣了……
我開始在這條路找
終於，找到了……
但是..
禮物卻被丟在垃圾桶裡
包裝殘破不堪
裡頭的禮物
空了
我們變了
原裝不存在了
溫度冷淡了
一切消失了
剩下
覆蓋許多灰塵的禮物
裡頭..
有著許多照片與甜蜜
却只有我一人留着来怀恋...
最后
诺言=誓言
在你的伪装
成了逝言
{/ --
( 15:55 )
❤沒有特別❤
最近都在忙RCS的東西
快完成了
開心~
RCS的獎盃
我一定要拿到~~
期待~~
最近不會寫文章
因為沒有時間
而且也懶惰寫
我的表姊
你要加油哦~~
不要傷心
我會陪你的
看到你哭
其實我很難過
但我很希望你們還會繼續一起
19/11 我們重新開始的一天
2/12 我期待的日子
{/ --
Wednesday, 18 November 2009 ( 19:42 )
❤难忘的一天❤
今天 我很开心
我没有因为伤心
而弄自己难过
我做到了。。
今天 和baru&terbaru看电影
2012
很好看
也谢谢他们全部陪我
虽然并不是我叫你们出来看电影的
但。。
还是谢谢
zhi xiang, wen xin, zhen jie
bau ying, wei lin, saylee
yi bei, yee feng
还有我可爱的弟弟lixing
今天的电影人数
不错多
在一个情节里
那位女生在等候她的狗来到她身边
进到那个方舟后
比了中指给他不重用的男友
这个情节 够棒
为什么 我会这样说呢。。
你们去看就知道了哦~~
当时呢， 我和我的朋友们座很前面下
全场笑， 还鼓掌哦`~~
好像一家人看电影这样。。
其实是因为几乎都是十多岁的人在看啦~~
结果碰到自己人。。
ben, jiahong, jian an and sweet er.
他们也在看。。
是完了后才知道的。。
真的不是很像理会关于他的朋友。。
一种感觉。。抱歉。。
不想说多话。。
一切都过去了。。
呵呵。。
就这样。。
今天 我很开心
我没有因为伤心
而弄自己难过
我做到了。。
今天 和baru&terbaru看电影
2012
很好看
也谢谢他们全部陪我
虽然并不是我叫你们出来看电影的
但。。
还是谢谢
zhi xiang, wen xin, zhen jie
bau ying, wei lin, saylee
yi bei, yee feng
还有我可爱的弟弟lixing
今天的电影人数
不错多
在一个情节里
那位女生在等候她的狗来到她身边
进到那个方舟后
比了中指给他不重用的男友
这个情节 够棒
为什么 我会这样说呢。。
你们去看就知道了哦~~
当时呢， 我和我的朋友们座很前面下
全场笑， 还鼓掌哦`~~
好像一家人看电影这样。。
其实是因为几乎都是十多岁的人在看啦~~
结果碰到自己人。。
ben, jiahong, jian an and sweet er.
他们也在看。。
是完了后才知道的。。
真的不是很像理会关于他的朋友。。
一种感觉。。抱歉。。
不想说多话。。
一切都过去了。。
呵呵。。
就这样。。
{/ --
Wednesday, 11 November 2009 ( 21:02 )
❤难过❤
今天。。难过
为了庆祝兄弟的生日
结果。。
自己被说做多多pattern
walao..
.
航。。
你很够力咯。。
我真的不懂咯。。
你的兄弟生日
我只是帮我姐妹
你就说我很想要弄到你们全部吵架
不就是要给兄弟惊喜
结果弄到这样
还要怪我 骂我
walao..
我真的很不爽。。
但又能怎样。。
我真的不懂你。。。
每次只会dulan我
我是谁哦。。。。。
还是要说
生日快乐。。豪~
虽然我不是很开心
因为你的生日
因为大家要的计划泡汤
我成了罪人
航眼里的罪人。。。
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
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Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
{/links --
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Mine (Old)
ChuaShuFen
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XinYu
Baobao
Zoe
ShiQi
QiewRu
Edison
GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
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TayYing
ZiYin
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{/credits --
designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak