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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Sunday, 25 October 2009 ( 20:47 )
上个拜三
21日十月
第一次
钱包不见了
大马国中的马来人
真的是让我可恨
偷我钱包
还不承认
证据都有了
气死~~
我的IC也不见了
23日
利用了<吸引力法则>
IC和钱包都找回来了
钱 当然是不见了咯
但是我还是会找那个马来人算账！
另外
伦的钱被偷的事件
已经结束
不知道谁是凶手
也不知道是谁搞鬼
可是我很气！
因为PUAN WENDY竟然说最后钱是我偷的！！
气死气死！！！！
我帮他找老师Spotcheck
结果被他说我偷
还不爽我！！
真的是气！！！
晚安。。
很累。。
只能说就算好的朋友
我也不想那么相信。。
21日十月
第一次
钱包不见了
大马国中的马来人
真的是让我可恨
偷我钱包
还不承认
证据都有了
气死~~
我的IC也不见了
23日
利用了<吸引力法则>
IC和钱包都找回来了
钱 当然是不见了咯
但是我还是会找那个马来人算账！
另外
伦的钱被偷的事件
已经结束
不知道谁是凶手
也不知道是谁搞鬼
可是我很气！
因为PUAN WENDY竟然说最后钱是我偷的！！
气死气死！！！！
我帮他找老师Spotcheck
结果被他说我偷
还不爽我！！
真的是气！！！
晚安。。
很累。。
只能说就算好的朋友
我也不想那么相信。。
{/ --
Monday, 12 October 2009 ( 18:53 )
❤女人的相信❤
閃電總會出現在打雷之前
我們的愛就像閃電與雷的轟轟烈烈
倘若某一天
閃電不現行了
雷不出聲了
剩下的
是沒有星星的孤寂夜晚
我們又為彼此心中
增添了什麼精采.....
她 在慣性的空氣嘆息過往
他 在慣性的背叛玩弄愛情
女人之所以會相信男人的一生一世
純粹的只是付出一顆心
無傷大雅的表面
又藏了多少的疤痕
結了多少未痊癒的痂
分手結局的場面
不管誰對誰錯
兩人到最後也變為陌生人
她 懂的防禦自我
謊言揭穿
當她遇到相同傷痛
相同理由
卻變的不知所措
女人如同薔薇
美麗中又帶點刺
但傷心難過
刺傷的永遠是自己
不需要繼續
因為她早失去自我
她視你如命
回報卻不如她所想
她曾經流血
是誰幫她親自清洗
又流了眼泪
這次沒人替她拭淚
決定拋開你
連心房也無法突破
如果這一切
是她自己心甘情願
你又多狠心
看她受苦這段噩夢
該說她太笨
還是你太擅長愛情
無知的你她
早就沒有了對與錯。
如果你知道
你會把她傷的狼狽
其實不該的
就是你自私的邀請
如果你懂的
為愛流淚的女人心
如果你懂的
為你而愛的女人心
哪怕分手後
是多出了後悔心態
你沒有把握
卻硬做出殘忍答案
她或許走了
但是心卻碎了滿地
愛情都如此
誰說了唯一卻散了
誰又變了心
說了自己的不檢點
誰重蹈覆轍
讓她一再的相信你
事實還是慟
你把後悔掛在嘴邊
這次她認清
你或許就是適合謊
誰被你騙去
你又對誰真正真心
滿口的謊言
裡頭含了多少虛假
她對你飽和
真正的飽和卻是眼
我愛妳情話
成了最危險的武器
矇騙了所有
又是無情多端話語
再見虛假愛
你她將不可能再見
你是否知道了
欺騙其實很痛，
讓一個女人徹夜哭泣
與魂不守舍的度過日子
你又該如何補償
或許你早不在乎她的所有
也或許你早知道
她會演變成如此的難堪
當你說出去一個晚上
她不眠不休的打著你電話
等著你回來
你又是如何度過
沒回去的夜晚與安逸
手機沒電
收訊不好
都只是藉口
你早已猜想到
她依然會相信你
心碎的響度
不在於你傷的多重
而是當你一開始欺騙
早就破碎
心痛的程度
不在於他愛的多深
而是當你一開始說分手
就成了痛癮
當你做錯事情，開始說著抱歉，
原來你不是真心，而是利用女人的心軟，來獲得同情心。
她提起勇氣的相信
你卻讓她哭花了臉
她太幸福
幸福到讓你欺騙
圓了一個謊，多了一份痛，
說了一句話，傷了一顆心，
想了一局面，變了另局面。
不必再繼續，我們都知道，
不須再相愛，我們都知道，
不須再見面，我們也知道，
但自己心中卻做不到。
多數變卦的愛情
常常無疾而衷
誰又背叛了誰
或許已不那麼重要
重要的是
你們……放開了嗎？
閃電總會出現在打雷之前
我們的愛就像閃電與雷的轟轟烈烈
倘若某一天
閃電不現行了
雷不出聲了
剩下的
是沒有星星的孤寂夜晚
我們又為彼此心中
增添了什麼精采.....
她 在慣性的空氣嘆息過往
他 在慣性的背叛玩弄愛情
女人之所以會相信男人的一生一世
純粹的只是付出一顆心
無傷大雅的表面
又藏了多少的疤痕
結了多少未痊癒的痂
分手結局的場面
不管誰對誰錯
兩人到最後也變為陌生人
她 懂的防禦自我
謊言揭穿
當她遇到相同傷痛
相同理由
卻變的不知所措
女人如同薔薇
美麗中又帶點刺
但傷心難過
刺傷的永遠是自己
不需要繼續
因為她早失去自我
她視你如命
回報卻不如她所想
她曾經流血
是誰幫她親自清洗
又流了眼泪
這次沒人替她拭淚
決定拋開你
連心房也無法突破
如果這一切
是她自己心甘情願
你又多狠心
看她受苦這段噩夢
該說她太笨
還是你太擅長愛情
無知的你她
早就沒有了對與錯。
如果你知道
你會把她傷的狼狽
其實不該的
就是你自私的邀請
如果你懂的
為愛流淚的女人心
如果你懂的
為你而愛的女人心
哪怕分手後
是多出了後悔心態
你沒有把握
卻硬做出殘忍答案
她或許走了
但是心卻碎了滿地
愛情都如此
誰說了唯一卻散了
誰又變了心
說了自己的不檢點
誰重蹈覆轍
讓她一再的相信你
事實還是慟
你把後悔掛在嘴邊
這次她認清
你或許就是適合謊
誰被你騙去
你又對誰真正真心
滿口的謊言
裡頭含了多少虛假
她對你飽和
真正的飽和卻是眼
我愛妳情話
成了最危險的武器
矇騙了所有
又是無情多端話語
再見虛假愛
你她將不可能再見
你是否知道了
欺騙其實很痛，
讓一個女人徹夜哭泣
與魂不守舍的度過日子
你又該如何補償
或許你早不在乎她的所有
也或許你早知道
她會演變成如此的難堪
當你說出去一個晚上
她不眠不休的打著你電話
等著你回來
你又是如何度過
沒回去的夜晚與安逸
手機沒電
收訊不好
都只是藉口
你早已猜想到
她依然會相信你
心碎的響度
不在於你傷的多重
而是當你一開始欺騙
早就破碎
心痛的程度
不在於他愛的多深
而是當你一開始說分手
就成了痛癮
當你做錯事情，開始說著抱歉，
原來你不是真心，而是利用女人的心軟，來獲得同情心。
她提起勇氣的相信
你卻讓她哭花了臉
她太幸福
幸福到讓你欺騙
圓了一個謊，多了一份痛，
說了一句話，傷了一顆心，
想了一局面，變了另局面。
不必再繼續，我們都知道，
不須再相愛，我們都知道，
不須再見面，我們也知道，
但自己心中卻做不到。
多數變卦的愛情
常常無疾而衷
誰又背叛了誰
或許已不那麼重要
重要的是
你們……放開了嗎？
{/ --
Monday, 5 October 2009 ( 13:20 )
❤朋友的绝望❤
如果要陷害我
那你来找我
不用在后面耍手段
今天我哭
你们都不用问我发生了什么事
我没话说
我也不用说谎
我把所有来龙去脉都告诉了校方
你们想清楚吧
给你们机会去承认
总好过你们一错再错
不然后悔的, buang的
是你们
不是我
{/ --
Sunday, 4 October 2009 ( 09:11 )
❤朋友的失望❤
友誼
是不是真的
也如同愛情一樣脆弱
小誤會
則相看兩相厭
口口聲聲的說道
彼此的友誼歲數
不管相處了幾年
認識了幾年
有時候
在久的相處
只要因為不諒解
而歸零原點
友情如空氣
無時無刻需要著
愛情中說
自己可以過的更好
但是在生活中
自己卻永遠不可能更好
有時候
該說對不起的
是自己的朋友
知道自己的錯
但又不敢在朋友面前
低頭認錯
其實
受氣的她
也會更不諒解你
想與你合好的機會
但仔細想想
對不起永遠不嫌晚
時間
會讓現在的你們
變的可笑
當兩人幾年後
又回想當初的吵架原因
其實
是會讓兩人微笑的
說著自己的傻
沒有做錯決定
一個人的生氣理智
燃燒了所有花和木
後悔後
剩下的灰燼
與無法使用的土攘
朋友
不該沒有冷靜思考
而判下嚴重的錯誤
冷靜思考後
才發現是
谁撕開這完美的友誼
在此向“对你痛心的人”说：
如果你不怕
为什么不放你的真实名字？
如果你要说我
可以
但能说是什么事吗？？
最近太多事情
如果是关于到伟伦的事
我和你说很抱歉
我会很生气你
因为你没查清楚事情
就说别人
这也证明了你不是个细心的人
则是冲动的人
如果你还是不信
你可以问伟伦
那件事与我无关
为什么要扯到我这
没有都给你们说到有
还被冤枉
冤枉的感觉 很好受吗？
先去问清楚再说我吧
我不值得让你失望
我也不会因为你的话语
而感到悲伤
没查清楚就说朋友
这是朋友的原则的话
我宁可不要去理会
总好过多一个刺
友誼
是不是真的
也如同愛情一樣脆弱
小誤會
則相看兩相厭
口口聲聲的說道
彼此的友誼歲數
不管相處了幾年
認識了幾年
有時候
在久的相處
只要因為不諒解
而歸零原點
友情如空氣
無時無刻需要著
愛情中說
自己可以過的更好
但是在生活中
自己卻永遠不可能更好
有時候
該說對不起的
是自己的朋友
知道自己的錯
但又不敢在朋友面前
低頭認錯
其實
受氣的她
也會更不諒解你
想與你合好的機會
但仔細想想
對不起永遠不嫌晚
時間
會讓現在的你們
變的可笑
當兩人幾年後
又回想當初的吵架原因
其實
是會讓兩人微笑的
說著自己的傻
沒有做錯決定
一個人的生氣理智
燃燒了所有花和木
後悔後
剩下的灰燼
與無法使用的土攘
朋友
不該沒有冷靜思考
而判下嚴重的錯誤
冷靜思考後
才發現是
谁撕開這完美的友誼
在此向“对你痛心的人”说：
如果你不怕
为什么不放你的真实名字？
如果你要说我
可以
但能说是什么事吗？？
最近太多事情
如果是关于到伟伦的事
我和你说很抱歉
我会很生气你
因为你没查清楚事情
就说别人
这也证明了你不是个细心的人
则是冲动的人
如果你还是不信
你可以问伟伦
那件事与我无关
为什么要扯到我这
没有都给你们说到有
还被冤枉
冤枉的感觉 很好受吗？
先去问清楚再说我吧
我不值得让你失望
我也不会因为你的话语
而感到悲伤
没查清楚就说朋友
这是朋友的原则的话
我宁可不要去理会
总好过多一个刺
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
{/tagboard --
i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
Deen Cousin
Mine (Old)
ChuaShuFen
LiewHui
XinYu
Baobao
Zoe
ShiQi
QiewRu
Edison
GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
ZiYin
TengAnn
KaiSing
TayGio
Amanda
ChungBoh
ShinHwa
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Mine (Old)
ChuaShuFen
LiewHui
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ShiQi
QiewRu
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GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
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TayYing
ZiYin
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{/credits --
designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak