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P
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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Wednesday, 30 September 2009 ( 21:34 )
❤谎言❤
他的专长-谎言吗。。
受够了给予的耻辱
受够了给予的等待
更受够了给予她的承诺
是谁答应了不再说谎 （给了好多机会）
是谁答应了会戒烟 （我在等到十二月）
是谁说过会信任她 （认为我还爱他）
是谁说过不舍得骂她 （生气时什么话都会）
又是谁说过讲到做到 （还要几次后悔）
都是一派胡言。。
又是一个谎言。。
你的女友
为了你 做了多少事
你把她当女佣看待
使唤她帮你做这个那个
帮你拿这个那个
你把她当出气筒
累时 睡觉
女友好心叫你起来
却被你骂得狗血淋头
晚上
她一个人丛下午
等你等到凌晨两三点
为的是你打电话平安到家
而你不但没有安慰她
感谢她等那么长的时间
还说自己累 要睡觉
你只为了自己的利益着想
自己累 就要睡饱饱
难道她等了十多个钟头
就不累吗
偶尔 让他等个两个钟头
就嫌久 不想等 要睡觉
她 。。有埋怨过等他等得不耐烦吗
为了自己的面子
就算做错事
死都不要认错
非要她哭泣 伤心 生气
回到家后
才会说后悔 对不起
在朋友面前
装得很有面子
装得是她的错
可是 事实是这样吗
只因为 爱面子
脾气比女友不好
一点点就不爽
明明是自己不爽
却说女友dulan什么
可是她没有
你却非要说到有
生气时 什么话都讲得出
叫女友给狗吊
叫女友不要kaobeikaobu
叫女友不要chap
叫女友不要烦他， 叫她走开
每一天 心都碎一片
要求的很简单
他却说到很像很难
骗人 还是骗了她
要让她如何再相信他。。
她已经不想被他骗了
也不想再争执下去
因为她知道
她说再多都没有用
性格不会改 就是不会改
说过会改 但最后呢
就算自己做错了
还是要面子 要不爽她。。
她 还能做什么
他 能清醒吗
她给他机会
有珍惜吗
再后悔
就没有用了
因为 她已经被他伤得无可药救..就像当年被升所伤..没有人能体会到她的痛处..他 也一样..因为他没有受伤过..
他的专长-谎言吗。。
受够了给予的耻辱
受够了给予的等待
更受够了给予她的承诺
是谁答应了不再说谎 （给了好多机会）
是谁答应了会戒烟 （我在等到十二月）
是谁说过会信任她 （认为我还爱他）
是谁说过不舍得骂她 （生气时什么话都会）
又是谁说过讲到做到 （还要几次后悔）
都是一派胡言。。
又是一个谎言。。
你的女友
为了你 做了多少事
你把她当女佣看待
使唤她帮你做这个那个
帮你拿这个那个
你把她当出气筒
累时 睡觉
女友好心叫你起来
却被你骂得狗血淋头
晚上
她一个人丛下午
等你等到凌晨两三点
为的是你打电话平安到家
而你不但没有安慰她
感谢她等那么长的时间
还说自己累 要睡觉
你只为了自己的利益着想
自己累 就要睡饱饱
难道她等了十多个钟头
就不累吗
偶尔 让他等个两个钟头
就嫌久 不想等 要睡觉
她 。。有埋怨过等他等得不耐烦吗
为了自己的面子
就算做错事
死都不要认错
非要她哭泣 伤心 生气
回到家后
才会说后悔 对不起
在朋友面前
装得很有面子
装得是她的错
可是 事实是这样吗
只因为 爱面子
脾气比女友不好
一点点就不爽
明明是自己不爽
却说女友dulan什么
可是她没有
你却非要说到有
生气时 什么话都讲得出
叫女友给狗吊
叫女友不要kaobeikaobu
叫女友不要chap
叫女友不要烦他， 叫她走开
每一天 心都碎一片
要求的很简单
他却说到很像很难
骗人 还是骗了她
要让她如何再相信他。。
她已经不想被他骗了
也不想再争执下去
因为她知道
她说再多都没有用
性格不会改 就是不会改
说过会改 但最后呢
就算自己做错了
还是要面子 要不爽她。。
她 还能做什么
他 能清醒吗
她给他机会
有珍惜吗
再后悔
就没有用了
因为 她已经被他伤得无可药救..就像当年被升所伤..没有人能体会到她的痛处..他 也一样..因为他没有受伤过..
{/ --
Sunday, 27 September 2009 ( 20:20 )
❤记忆中的分手❤
分手後的第一天
眼裡沒有任何空間塞下任何景物
只有模糊的視線
女人
不管多勇敢
在愛情面前
只是個弱者，
打敗愛情，打不倒
就因為每次來的結局
總是刺激性的痛
表面負荷
心裡却永遠無法忘記這場愛。
愛情的羈絆
在於愛與不愛產生
因為，你不愛她……
無法理解他走的原因
你對她說著千篇一律的藉口
但每說完一句
結尾總是又說了
「我們還是分手吧！」
其實你想要的
就是分手
面對一種無形的恐懼
她總是奢望你繼續給她懷抱
她徹夜難免
緊抓著棉被
偷偷拭淚
難過著..
沒有當初的那麼美好
也沒有當初的擁抱
心情一波一波的轉變
更沒有所謂的快樂..
顫抖雙手
誰也不會是愛情的勝利者
當你第一次伤了她的心
女人的心從此出現裂縫
當你第一次背叛了她
女人的心卻依然相信你的清白
當你第一次違背彼此的規定
其實你早就不愛她
你利用女人的純真
拐騙了所有的真心
你玩弄女人的心
踐踏了她梦中快乐的愛情
曾經你說要永遠爱着她
替她完成美丽的爱情
當你厭倦這樣的生活
你連說話也厭倦
曾經你說要永遠當她的心
永遠會體諒她的苦處
當你情緒化時
你卻拿在她心裡慢慢揉濘
開始一場惡夢的愛情
夠了
分手就夠了
回憶
讓自己痛苦
放不開只是我在执著
回憶卻是讓我症狀惡化的主因
何必回憶
其實你早已不愛她
她認識你的第一天
你熱心的和她交谈
还拿号码一起聊天
还接受她做你干妹
彼此有彼此的話題
过不久 交往了
不管上課、下課、放学
無時無刻的黏在一起
每天哄她 逗她开
可是时间久了
开始不像以前那样
而没大脑的她
总是不会想太多
而你越来越没话题和她说话
這次，你不愛她了
课室的對戒
你曾經對她吻著
當你離開
你卻狠心的
把她对你的爱丟進垃圾桶
原來..
你的愛意就如同垃圾一般
那麼容易踐踏
那麼容易被丟棄
不愛了
對吗..?
看著別人的愛情
也是如此潦草
我們會去安慰別人
我們會去嘲笑別人
我們會去評價別人
我們卻沒有參與愛情過
好朋友被受眼淚的襲擊
不懂那種感受
身陷愛情
開始了自己的經歷
沒有一段誓言
是能夠支撐到最後
沒有一段感情
是能夠保鮮到永久
你不愛她
對一個女人來說
有時候她卻把你當作開玩笑
當你越走越遠
醒來後才發現你說的都是實話
當你給她的一種眼神
是種真正的疑惑
你就會對她越來越不諒解
當你給她的一種語氣
是種真正的不耐煩
你就會對她越來越沒耐心
你不愛她了
為何又不離開
答案就是「捨不得卻想耍狠的男人」
分手後的第一天
眼裡沒有任何空間塞下任何景物
只有模糊的視線
女人
不管多勇敢
在愛情面前
只是個弱者，
打敗愛情，打不倒
就因為每次來的結局
總是刺激性的痛
表面負荷
心裡却永遠無法忘記這場愛。
愛情的羈絆
在於愛與不愛產生
因為，你不愛她……
無法理解他走的原因
你對她說著千篇一律的藉口
但每說完一句
結尾總是又說了
「我們還是分手吧！」
其實你想要的
就是分手
面對一種無形的恐懼
她總是奢望你繼續給她懷抱
她徹夜難免
緊抓著棉被
偷偷拭淚
難過著..
沒有當初的那麼美好
也沒有當初的擁抱
心情一波一波的轉變
更沒有所謂的快樂..
顫抖雙手
誰也不會是愛情的勝利者
當你第一次伤了她的心
女人的心從此出現裂縫
當你第一次背叛了她
女人的心卻依然相信你的清白
當你第一次違背彼此的規定
其實你早就不愛她
你利用女人的純真
拐騙了所有的真心
你玩弄女人的心
踐踏了她梦中快乐的愛情
曾經你說要永遠爱着她
替她完成美丽的爱情
當你厭倦這樣的生活
你連說話也厭倦
曾經你說要永遠當她的心
永遠會體諒她的苦處
當你情緒化時
你卻拿在她心裡慢慢揉濘
開始一場惡夢的愛情
夠了
分手就夠了
回憶
讓自己痛苦
放不開只是我在执著
回憶卻是讓我症狀惡化的主因
何必回憶
其實你早已不愛她
她認識你的第一天
你熱心的和她交谈
还拿号码一起聊天
还接受她做你干妹
彼此有彼此的話題
过不久 交往了
不管上課、下課、放学
無時無刻的黏在一起
每天哄她 逗她开
可是时间久了
开始不像以前那样
而没大脑的她
总是不会想太多
而你越来越没话题和她说话
這次，你不愛她了
课室的對戒
你曾經對她吻著
當你離開
你卻狠心的
把她对你的爱丟進垃圾桶
原來..
你的愛意就如同垃圾一般
那麼容易踐踏
那麼容易被丟棄
不愛了
對吗..?
看著別人的愛情
也是如此潦草
我們會去安慰別人
我們會去嘲笑別人
我們會去評價別人
我們卻沒有參與愛情過
好朋友被受眼淚的襲擊
不懂那種感受
身陷愛情
開始了自己的經歷
沒有一段誓言
是能夠支撐到最後
沒有一段感情
是能夠保鮮到永久
你不愛她
對一個女人來說
有時候她卻把你當作開玩笑
當你越走越遠
醒來後才發現你說的都是實話
當你給她的一種眼神
是種真正的疑惑
你就會對她越來越不諒解
當你給她的一種語氣
是種真正的不耐煩
你就會對她越來越沒耐心
你不愛她了
為何又不離開
答案就是「捨不得卻想耍狠的男人」
{/ --
Wednesday, 16 September 2009 ( 13:13 )
❤别管我❤
好久没写了
多22天就考PMR
近来没精神
没去学校读书
没找朋友
只想一个人
对每个事物..朋友..环境..
都感到累了..
zy91208
到底对你来说
我究竟是什么了
0601
对你来说
我是什么..
0612
对你来说
我又是什么..
11191208
你呢..
我又是什么..
男人都一样
真心对待
换成的是伤害
尤其是你
我只能说
是你让我变得人不象人
鬼不象鬼
把我整得团团转
和你在一起上
就是个错误的选择
因为我只是个给你拿来做代替品
从分手后
我再也不是我
而你 还是那快乐的你
但是我却因为你给予的伤害
伤害了无数的男生
现在 我放下了你
想回过去
到底我是为了什么要伤害别的男生
因为要报复你吗??
我错了
只能说那时我拿得起 放不下
轻易的相信你们的花言巧语
后悔莫及..
但都过去了...
改变不了什么..
只想过自己的生活..
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
{/tagboard --
i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
Deen Cousin
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XinYu
Baobao
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QiewRu
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GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
ZiYin
TengAnn
KaiSing
TayGio
Amanda
ChungBoh
ShinHwa
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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Mine (Old)
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ShiQi
QiewRu
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GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
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Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
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designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak