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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
在她的世界里盛着的..不是快乐的源泉..而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水..你看到的她,笑起来像一个孩子..你有时..会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使..但是,你若有心..你会看到她沉静时..脸上挥之不去的忧伤..还有她的眼底..竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道..她 只有在午夜无人的时候,才会完全地释放自己..她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助,她的彷徨,她的沧桑..
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Monday, 15 June 2009 ( 00:05 )
❤准到～
这是从一个部落格放过来这里的
这个"信息"真的可以说是我
真的是我的性格
这是从一个部落格放过来这里的
这个"信息"真的可以说是我
真的是我的性格
射手的女生
可能永远也不会知道
自己想要的是什么
但是 她一直都很清楚
她不想要的是什么
她总喜欢做幕后的看客
冷冷地 静静地看着一切
在她眼里
一切都在她的意料之中
她并不觉得有什么是新奇的
如果她表现得新奇
那是因为她觉得应该这样做
她像一个看戏的人
永远置身事外
你不要责怪她冷漠
这是她保护自己的唯一方式
她像一只刺猬
随时竖起自己身上的刺
但她的刺不会伤人
她只是用来武装自己
她不敢要太多的爱
她怕享受完爱之后
剩下的只是加倍的痛
所以当别人对她过度宠爱时
她不但不会欣喜
反而会惊惧地逃走
她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱
如果你得到她的喜爱
那是因为她已经知道如何面对
如何回报了..
她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界
她懂得爱人
但她不习惯爱人
她知道爱 往往伴随着恨
而恨 是太沉重的伤痛
也是太容易
让人疲倦的感情
她不想痛
也就懒得去恨
于是 为了防范恨与痛的到来
她只好选择不爱
即使爱
也是淡淡的 冷冷的
但别怪她
因为她是真的不知道如何专注
她有时也很虚伪
不要指责她
她之所以选择虚伪
那是因为你勉强她
做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，
她不习惯承诺
也不懂得拒绝
她最擅长的是难为自己
她不想你难过
所以只好令自己难过
她总是固执地认为
自己有超乎寻常的承受力
她将自己想得太坚强
而把别人想得太脆弱
她老是担心自己的行为
会让别人受到伤害
但是她不知道
受伤的其实是自己
只是她不知道如何表现出来
她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样
将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人
别以为她很洒脱
很多时候..
她其实是放不下的
她比任何人都要敏感
都要细腻
但她不会让你知道
因为她明白
即使你知道了
也是无济于事
她的心是把握不住的风
她渴望像风一样
单纯而自由..
她不是不想平静
她只是找不到平静的理由
她一生都无法明确自己
在人世要扮演的角色
她只有不停地寻求
寻求自己最终的目的
如果她找到了
她会毫不犹豫地停下来
从此放弃心灵的漂泊
很遗憾
她永远也不会满足
她的追求永不停止
就算她的心再累
也无法逼迫自己放弃梦想
因为梦想是她唯一的支撑点
千万别让她失望
因为她学不会原谅
她非常渴求完美
虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美
但 她有绝对追求完美的执着
你若令她失望
她会不可挽回地离开
即使她的心在滴血
即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命
她也绝不回头..
那个时候
你在她脸上所看到的
是让人寒心的决绝
即使她还在你的身边
她的心也早就离你十万八千里
你看不到她的恨
但是你会感受到
那种比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡
因为她的离开是心灵的离开
她可以在前半分钟
对你好得让你受宠若惊
也可以在后半钟
冷漠得让你不可接受
不要问她为什么这样善变
因为连她也不知道
当你看到她在疯狂地
快乐或悲伤时
千万不要迷惑
不管她看起来
是多么的疯狂
但是她内心其实是冷静的
她比你们任何一个旁观者
更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤
她只是习惯
也可以说是喜欢将一切
都变得疯狂
因为她觉得这是义务
也是权利
她是制造气氛的能手
她的一句俏皮话
会让一切轻快起来
但她的一声叹息
又会将一切都弄得很沉重
她总是不由自主地交错
操纵着快乐与忧郁
可能永远也不会知道
自己想要的是什么
但是 她一直都很清楚
她不想要的是什么
她总喜欢做幕后的看客
冷冷地 静静地看着一切
在她眼里
一切都在她的意料之中
她并不觉得有什么是新奇的
如果她表现得新奇
那是因为她觉得应该这样做
她像一个看戏的人
永远置身事外
你不要责怪她冷漠
这是她保护自己的唯一方式
她像一只刺猬
随时竖起自己身上的刺
但她的刺不会伤人
她只是用来武装自己
她不敢要太多的爱
她怕享受完爱之后
剩下的只是加倍的痛
所以当别人对她过度宠爱时
她不但不会欣喜
反而会惊惧地逃走
她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱
如果你得到她的喜爱
那是因为她已经知道如何面对
如何回报了..
她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界
她懂得爱人
但她不习惯爱人
她知道爱 往往伴随着恨
而恨 是太沉重的伤痛
也是太容易
让人疲倦的感情
她不想痛
也就懒得去恨
于是 为了防范恨与痛的到来
她只好选择不爱
即使爱
也是淡淡的 冷冷的
但别怪她
因为她是真的不知道如何专注
她有时也很虚伪
不要指责她
她之所以选择虚伪
那是因为你勉强她
做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，
她不习惯承诺
也不懂得拒绝
她最擅长的是难为自己
她不想你难过
所以只好令自己难过
她总是固执地认为
自己有超乎寻常的承受力
她将自己想得太坚强
而把别人想得太脆弱
她老是担心自己的行为
会让别人受到伤害
但是她不知道
受伤的其实是自己
只是她不知道如何表现出来
她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样
将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人
别以为她很洒脱
很多时候..
她其实是放不下的
她比任何人都要敏感
都要细腻
但她不会让你知道
因为她明白
即使你知道了
也是无济于事
她的心是把握不住的风
她渴望像风一样
单纯而自由..
她不是不想平静
她只是找不到平静的理由
她一生都无法明确自己
在人世要扮演的角色
她只有不停地寻求
寻求自己最终的目的
如果她找到了
她会毫不犹豫地停下来
从此放弃心灵的漂泊
很遗憾
她永远也不会满足
她的追求永不停止
就算她的心再累
也无法逼迫自己放弃梦想
因为梦想是她唯一的支撑点
千万别让她失望
因为她学不会原谅
她非常渴求完美
虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美
但 她有绝对追求完美的执着
你若令她失望
她会不可挽回地离开
即使她的心在滴血
即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命
她也绝不回头..
那个时候
你在她脸上所看到的
是让人寒心的决绝
即使她还在你的身边
她的心也早就离你十万八千里
你看不到她的恨
但是你会感受到
那种比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡
因为她的离开是心灵的离开
她可以在前半分钟
对你好得让你受宠若惊
也可以在后半钟
冷漠得让你不可接受
不要问她为什么这样善变
因为连她也不知道
当你看到她在疯狂地
快乐或悲伤时
千万不要迷惑
不管她看起来
是多么的疯狂
但是她内心其实是冷静的
她比你们任何一个旁观者
更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤
她只是习惯
也可以说是喜欢将一切
都变得疯狂
因为她觉得这是义务
也是权利
她是制造气氛的能手
她的一句俏皮话
会让一切轻快起来
但她的一声叹息
又会将一切都弄得很沉重
她总是不由自主地交错
操纵着快乐与忧郁
她并不如你们看到的那么快乐..同样地,也不如你们看到的那么忧伤..只是..她忧郁时, 喜欢带上快乐的面具;而当她快乐时,忧郁又不肯轻易放过她..
在她的世界里盛着的..不是快乐的源泉..而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水..你看到的她,笑起来像一个孩子..你有时..会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使..但是,你若有心..你会看到她沉静时..脸上挥之不去的忧伤..还有她的眼底..竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道..她 只有在午夜无人的时候,才会完全地释放自己..她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助,她的彷徨,她的沧桑..
她心里的
是永远流不尽的泪
你所看到的坚强
只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱
这就是我
这样的我
是永远流不尽的泪
你所看到的坚强
只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱
这就是我
这样的我
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
{/tagboard --
i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
Deen Cousin
Mine (Old)
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JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
ZiYin
TengAnn
KaiSing
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ChungBoh
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
{/links --
ctrl + left click
Deen Cousin
Mine (Old)
ChuaShuFen
LiewHui
XinYu
Baobao
Zoe
ShiQi
QiewRu
Edison
GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
ZiYin
TengAnn
KaiSing
TayGio
Amanda
ChungBoh
ShinHwa
Tag Me If Eu Wan To Put Ur Links Here ..=)< br>
{/archives --
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{/credits --
designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak