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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Wednesday, 13 May 2009 ( 15:41 )
今天的心 回复以往的冷漠
昨晚 我梦到鸿
被吹醒来 哭了好久
很怕 为什么
回想到他和我在一起的情景
真的 只是一瞬间的快乐
只能怪我 放太多的心
结果 受伤的是我
但是我很肯定的
我不爱你了 只因为你是我前男友
所以多多少少都有点感觉
去上学 心情一样低落
看到贤
我真的没话说
在一起要八个月了
可是到现在还不了解我
我要的是什么
好多好多人 都要我放弃他算了
因为我和他 是两个不同世界的人
另外
我终于看清什么是友谊
什么是姐妹
什么是好朋友
什么是知己
原来
我只是一个“玩偶”
一个被人“支配”的玩偶
菁说：
你只是在逃避问题
这样做对自己和他都没有好处
因为你心里爱的是珉不是他
你要回想起来
还记得你和他突破的考验吗
你爱他 享受那时在一起的过程
因为父母的反对 可是到最后不是接受了吗
Puan Gan也刁难你们
为什么只有这一个不能克服
你和立在一起是为了忘记珉
珉知道吗
在我认识你的所有男朋友里面
珉是最疼你也是最保护你的那一个
你舍得吗
要不你就去和他复合
不然痛苦的是你
他妈咪说的那番话是不是不真
你不知道我也不知道
只能肯定是不是他妈咪说谎话
就是你妈咪说谎要让你们分开
你想清楚比较好吧
不要忘记他为了你所做的一切
奇怪
难道我就不知道
他是我交过男朋友最疼我的那一个吗
也是我说什么就什么的男朋友
永远都在迁就我
而我却伤害了他
和他复合第二次
他的心早已被我摧毁了
不是吗
后悔
还来得及吗
我的思绪好乱
今天放学过后
留在学校到三点
今天和贤冷战
心情是更加的
糟
无意中
帮Sjn爸爸彩颜色
珉却离我不到一公尺的和爸爸和kpl讲话
站在他旁边的不是益胜
而是一个女的
是他新的女朋友吗
他不是说过他还爱我吗
他不是说过他暂时不会教女朋友的吗
为什么 他旁边的是个女生
还是是我胡思乱想
我不知道
看到了这一切
眼眶满满的泪
我把颜色笔给贤
就去洗眼
珉好像看到了
可我回到座位
拿了书包就走
我的心隐隐做痛
一直想着一个问题
到底你还爱不爱我
还是你只是故意要让我对你死心
我好累
我只是想要你给的答案
你给的答案
就已足够
我不要话中有话
如果真的是要这样
如果我直接要求复合
你会接受吗
你会吗
我真的不知道
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak