I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
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I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
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「我的名字叫張俊嘉，長相雖不稱的上好看，卻也不是說難看到路人都會瞧不起我！聲音說MAN不MAN，個性還算內向卻帶點沉穩。」
她是林亭萱，個性大方開朗，說話總是帶點粗魯，活像個男人似的，不過她卻有種吸引人的魅力。
「林亭萱，放學後妳要去哪裡啊？」我輕輕的對她說。
其實每天要放學前，我都會問她這句話。
「幹麻？你要帶我去別的好玩的地方啊？」她睜大眼睛的看著我，眼中帶點渴望。好像幾百年都被關在家似的。不過還能去哪裡，不就是老地方嗎。
「走吧！我們去海邊散散步、吃個小吃吧。」我笑著回答她。
「好啊！雖然海邊的路我閉著眼睛都能走到了，哈哈。」她笑笑的說著，我想她大概也知道，我還是會依舊帶她來海邊。
我們兩個人坐在剝落的沿岸上面，腳不停的在空中晃蕩。望著每天沉甸甸的太陽。不禁感嘆著白晝總是被夕陽奪走。留下來的是夜晚的星空漫長。
「林亭萱，我們去玩海砂好不好？」我邊說邊指著下面。
「張俊嘉，你很娘欸！沒事玩什麼沙阿，等等回去後我新買的鞋子又都跑沙了。」她白了我一眼，還指著她新買的鞋子。
「好吧，那……時間不早了，一起走回家吧。」我的眼神難免有點失望，但我今天一定要偷偷把信藏起來。
「對 了對了！等我一下，我去下面撿一顆石頭給妳。」我急忙的跳下沿岸，趕緊從書包拿出一封信，裝模作樣的挖一個空洞找石頭，其實是要把信硬藏進去，我看了在上 面的林亭萱，她站三七步看著我，好像對我說「是什麼偉大的石頭，讓我在這邊等啊？」於是我趕緊把沙填補好，隨便拿起了一顆石頭。正要上去時，我又回頭看了 一下我埋的位置。沒錯，我一定要記好。
「妳看！這顆石頭很特別。」我邊笑邊把那顆石頭在她面前晃著。
「好啦好啦！走了走了。」她不耐煩的扯我衣袖。
在回家的路上，常常能看到甜蜜的情侶。不僅讓我羨慕著。在胡思亂想的時候，林亭萱突然停住了。
「我家到了啦！」她大聲的叫著。好像獅子在怒吼一樣。
這時的我才發現，我邊走邊恍神，走出距離她家已經有好幾步了。
「啊！對不起，妳也知道我記性不好。」我趕緊跑回去，不好意思看著她說著。
「哈，沒看過這麼笨的人欸！好啦，你一個人路上小心，明天見！。」她不優雅的對我狂笑著。
「恩，林亭萱拜拜！」當我說完這句，我馬上轉身用萬馬奔騰的速度回家。
呼！終於到家了，喘氣聲不斷的我，氣大到在客廳邊看電視邊騰抽菸的老爸也聽的到，他轉頭看了一下在他後面的時鐘。
「阿唷！寶貝兒子今天好早回來喔，天是不是下紅雨了啊？」他便暗諷地說著。
每次只要回到家，就要面對不堪入耳諷詞話語，讓我想買一大捆膠帶把他嘴巴緊緊封住。
「早點回家，不好嗎？免得你們動了怒氣。」我說完，馬上跑回房間放下書包。習慣的按下電腦開機鍵和電視電源。
我看著電視新聞，每天都有那麼多事情發生，到底哪件事情，是真正被關心的。
在無形當中媒體還會慢慢把我們的觀念徹底改觀了。正當我在努力思考時，老媽突然進門，神經兮兮地四處查看我的房間週遭，好像我是犯人深怕我有什麼工具可以逃出這個房間似的。
「張俊嘉，電視關小聲點，電腦沒有要使用，就關掉。不要以為你老爸有在賺錢，就可以這樣浪費。」她無奈地看著我。因為她不是第一次這樣三申五令的告誡我了。
「好！」身為乖孩子的我，當然不能讓家裡最偉大的老媽生氣。
在我細心的觀看著這顆石頭後，我還是覺得怎麼看也看不出他口中說所的特別，那就算了，明天到學校再去拷問他。
「奇怪，張俊嘉送我這顆石頭幹嘛？看起來也沒多特別啊！真搞不懂他腦袋到底在想些什麼。」我拿著它，一邊思考著。
「林亭萱！妳手上拿什麼啊？髒死了，快丟掉！」被眼尖的老媽看到手上正那著這顆石頭。
「不要！這是我同學送的。」我隨即把石頭放進口袋，然後跑進去樓上房間。
然後跑進去樓上房間後，我趕緊關上門。站在門扇後面，整個身體都貼著門，喘息地把石頭從口袋拿出來。
但其實打從張俊嘉給了我這顆石頭後，我從回家路上就一直在揣測著顆石頭涵義。到底是為了什麼？
石頭被我緊握在手心，在夜的照亮下，顯得更閃耀。儘管只是毫不起眼的石頭，卻彷彿含著不同的意義。
跟你在一起，就跟糖一樣甜
我奢望你能懂這甜度不是普通的甜
而是我們幸福的甜
但我們始終還不明白，幸福，到底是什麼。
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She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak