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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Monday, 25 May 2009 ( 22:19 )
今天我太残忍了
对吗
我提出要求
我做你的干妹号码
而你 却没有犹豫
只是点头 说好
看到了 也知道了
你给我的回应
我忍不住哭了
难道 就如他们所说的
你不是爱我
只是把这一切当成理所当然？
原来是这样的解决
是我自己太胡思乱想
以为你真的会因为没有我
而去自杀或做愚蠢的事
结果又是一个没有信用的“谎言”
现在单身了
彻彻底底单身了
没有人会懂吧
昨天和爸爸吵架
爸爸外面有女人
给我发现了
却不肯承认
还发誓说如果骗我就闯车
结果呢
又是一个失信的“谎言”
没有了家人
更不想要在拥有一切了
顺其自然吗？
还是去感动他？
不知道
只觉得 连友谊
都慢慢地疏远
原来在你们心里
我其实什么都不是
只有有事 才来找我帮忙
我到底是什么
菁 对chua, 璇，惠都很好
adeline 对璇好（脾气真的是糟糕）
chua对菁，惠，咖啡帮好
璇对菁，惠，adeline好
惠对所有人都ok吧。。
我这样说是有原因的
比例：
1.菁每天都找chua,有时讲话一半就说要找chua,
甚至chua和adeline吵架
你都很袒护chua
也因为如此 你也不喜欢adeline了
但我没有怪你 毕竟她的脾气太不好了
2.璇可以和菁很谈得来
在班上 每次菁都会跑去找璇坐
只有我一个人在后面
也因为如此 才和伟伦很好
却招来婷的醋
最后 我也不想跟他太好了
璇在菁的心目中 真的很重要
她可以因为璇的一句话
哭到一把眼泪 一把鼻涕
而我却不会 也没有话题聊
是我太过沉默吗
3.Adeline说真的也不能太过相信
她很喜欢到处说这个人坏话
要不就说那个人坏话
脾气坏到
好像要任由她使唤来命令我们做东西
我没有怪你们有没有理我
甚至是不管我
或者是觉得我冷漠
我不在乎这些了
至少我不会像adeline
因为你们没有陪她那么一下子
就发小姐脾气
我尽量做到最好
不会和你们发脾气
我只想要你们了解我
也请你们让我容得下你们的世界
因为有时候
我真的容不下你们的话题
对不起
我想说真诚的谢谢
谢谢你们
有时会关心我
我很感谢你们是我朋友
也是我生活中的一部分
我知道以前我的冷漠
让你们感到难以亲近
也让璇和惠因为怕我而哭
可是 我没有恶意
希望你们谅解
我会试着再改变自己
让自己更快乐
因为我不想再看到任何人一个人
因为怕我而哭泣
我不要
我不要做千古罪人
最后 我还是想感谢四位朋友
1.菁
2.璇
3.拥航
4.dickson
5.婷
谢谢菁 常常带给我欢笑
让我可以和你一样能够疯
虽然不是很专业
但我会试着
谢谢璇 只有你看的出我的快乐与悲伤
还记得那一天
你说你不想看到我难过的样子
我很感动
谢谢航 每天都抽空到打给我
我的好弟弟 虽然我有时後蛮不讲理
因为只有在你面前
我才表现真实的我 以前的我
但是你都会弄到我很开心
谢谢dickson 偶尔会和我聊天
有时开导我 有时和我一起玩
甚至有时还帮我处理事情
还教我科学 教到你“吐血”
因为我真的不会
最后 谢谢婷
我们从小到大一起玩
你很了解我
有时上课还会陪我
和我一起玩
虽然你不是个聆听者
但我愿意做你的聆听者
毕竟 盛辰也是我介绍的
所以 他欺负你
他骂你 他打你 他不关心你
你要告诉我
我会做你的开导者
也会做你的聆听者
甚至是诉心着
我的心思永远为你而开
你的快乐 是我以知己的身份
为你感到幸福
你要每一天都快快乐乐
因为我每天都会一直祝福你
我的话 都是发自内心
希望读者 能够体会
我的华语不是很好
有任何语病
请见谅
晚安了
对吗
我提出要求
我做你的干妹号码
而你 却没有犹豫
只是点头 说好
看到了 也知道了
你给我的回应
我忍不住哭了
难道 就如他们所说的
你不是爱我
只是把这一切当成理所当然？
原来是这样的解决
是我自己太胡思乱想
以为你真的会因为没有我
而去自杀或做愚蠢的事
结果又是一个没有信用的“谎言”
现在单身了
彻彻底底单身了
没有人会懂吧
昨天和爸爸吵架
爸爸外面有女人
给我发现了
却不肯承认
还发誓说如果骗我就闯车
结果呢
又是一个失信的“谎言”
没有了家人
更不想要在拥有一切了
顺其自然吗？
还是去感动他？
不知道
只觉得 连友谊
都慢慢地疏远
原来在你们心里
我其实什么都不是
只有有事 才来找我帮忙
我到底是什么
菁 对chua, 璇，惠都很好
adeline 对璇好（脾气真的是糟糕）
chua对菁，惠，咖啡帮好
璇对菁，惠，adeline好
惠对所有人都ok吧。。
我这样说是有原因的
比例：
1.菁每天都找chua,有时讲话一半就说要找chua,
甚至chua和adeline吵架
你都很袒护chua
也因为如此 你也不喜欢adeline了
但我没有怪你 毕竟她的脾气太不好了
2.璇可以和菁很谈得来
在班上 每次菁都会跑去找璇坐
只有我一个人在后面
也因为如此 才和伟伦很好
却招来婷的醋
最后 我也不想跟他太好了
璇在菁的心目中 真的很重要
她可以因为璇的一句话
哭到一把眼泪 一把鼻涕
而我却不会 也没有话题聊
是我太过沉默吗
3.Adeline说真的也不能太过相信
她很喜欢到处说这个人坏话
要不就说那个人坏话
脾气坏到
好像要任由她使唤来命令我们做东西
我没有怪你们有没有理我
甚至是不管我
或者是觉得我冷漠
我不在乎这些了
至少我不会像adeline
因为你们没有陪她那么一下子
就发小姐脾气
我尽量做到最好
不会和你们发脾气
我只想要你们了解我
也请你们让我容得下你们的世界
因为有时候
我真的容不下你们的话题
对不起
我想说真诚的谢谢
谢谢你们
有时会关心我
我很感谢你们是我朋友
也是我生活中的一部分
我知道以前我的冷漠
让你们感到难以亲近
也让璇和惠因为怕我而哭
可是 我没有恶意
希望你们谅解
我会试着再改变自己
让自己更快乐
因为我不想再看到任何人一个人
因为怕我而哭泣
我不要
我不要做千古罪人
最后 我还是想感谢四位朋友
1.菁
2.璇
3.拥航
4.dickson
5.婷
谢谢菁 常常带给我欢笑
让我可以和你一样能够疯
虽然不是很专业
但我会试着
谢谢璇 只有你看的出我的快乐与悲伤
还记得那一天
你说你不想看到我难过的样子
我很感动
谢谢航 每天都抽空到打给我
我的好弟弟 虽然我有时後蛮不讲理
因为只有在你面前
我才表现真实的我 以前的我
但是你都会弄到我很开心
谢谢dickson 偶尔会和我聊天
有时开导我 有时和我一起玩
甚至有时还帮我处理事情
还教我科学 教到你“吐血”
因为我真的不会
最后 谢谢婷
我们从小到大一起玩
你很了解我
有时上课还会陪我
和我一起玩
虽然你不是个聆听者
但我愿意做你的聆听者
毕竟 盛辰也是我介绍的
所以 他欺负你
他骂你 他打你 他不关心你
你要告诉我
我会做你的开导者
也会做你的聆听者
甚至是诉心着
我的心思永远为你而开
你的快乐 是我以知己的身份
为你感到幸福
你要每一天都快快乐乐
因为我每天都会一直祝福你
我的话 都是发自内心
希望读者 能够体会
我的华语不是很好
有任何语病
请见谅
晚安了
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
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Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
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Shi Yin
Jiaxin
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designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak