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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
我虽然中一和中二都没读书
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Sunday, 12 April 2009 ( 10:35 )
待续9/04
嗯。。
成绩侧终于分下了
期待已久的分数和名次
终于在今天也落幕了
BM -63
BI -84
BC -78
MM -92
SN -86
GEO -72
SEJ -52
KH -54
MORAL-63
SIVIK -48
SENI -50
3A2B2C
总分是585
总平均是 73.13
班级名次则是
第一名
太开心了~~
历史和kh终于及格了
昨天没有去读书
很累
肚子痛
嘻嘻~
然后就要回去老乡了
笨珍=真笨
哈哈~
今天就写到此吧
我没有一直上来写了
因为我要读书
我的目标 8A
一定要达成
PUAN GAN
我会证明给你看
就算我没做好功课
在班上没听有仔细听老师讲课
我照样可以拿到好成绩
更能证明给你看
不是你的学生烂
而是你的老师不会教
不是你的学生不会读书
而是你的老师教不好！
我虽然中一和中二都没读书
可是我小时基础很好
这次考个第一名
并不是要向朋友炫耀
而是你！
证明给你看
你的老师烂~(一部分)
而不是学生！
{/ --
Thursday, 9 April 2009 ( 22:04 )
绝望
今天早上
就冷淡了
一句话也不说
气死我了
到了下课
也没找我
今天在班上和朋友聊着
很多人都说
“跟他分手算了
反正有没有他
你都一样的
他好像根本都不在乎你”
真的很无奈
结果伦去问你
如果我和你分
你会怎么做
谁知
你却说
分就分咯
真的很难过
今天不多说
很累
明天待续
{/ --
Wednesday, 8 April 2009 ( 19:31 )
感觉不对
<>今天是Pb Masakan哦
蛮不错的啦
虽然很热
而且今天很多新菜肴哦～
比如。。
1.西瓜凉粉team 2
（西瓜却成一半
把果肉都拿出来
然后放凉粉进去喝哦)
2.日本寿司team?
（虽然去年就有了）
3.面粉糕team 5
(Sjn等不及要吃哦 哈哈）
4.mushmallow & chocalates team 3&5
(也是今年才有的
很多人用不同的食物来沾巧克力哦
Sjn用薯条沾=.=）
5.炸面包team 5
(深受NCO ATAS好评哦）
6.....team 2
（不懂什么来的
弄成一串串的
拿来烤)
7.烤鲍鱼菇
（他们做的蛮好吃的）
我是team 5的哦
很多新食物吧~
还有还有
当然少不了我的果冻啦
Sjn超想念我的果冻的
嘻嘻
开始时是有几个人肚子饿
所以就给他们吃几口咯
因为不是在套餐里面的
是我另外做的
结果很多人要吃
迫不得已
要藏起来
抱歉几位Kpl找到要死
不过呢
还是要说
谢谢赏脸吖～
我是负责甜品的
也就是要做巧克力哦
所以就和team 3的
一起做
结果他是team 3
还是负责煮的
在他旁边
有种莫名的感觉
但是是甜甜的
好想不要他离开
那是我和他第一次那么靠近的距离
以前连一公尺的距离都没有
开心但也无奈
我知道自己是想念他
已经是过去了
也没得好留念的
今天也是他对我开口的第一句话哦
因为我拿着果冻要给别人吃
他看到了问kpl是什么
我没说话
只是拿给你看
你就说不了 谢谢
开心
第一次和我说话
然而我到现在都不敢和你说话
只是托别人说
比如
你电话响了
我叫别人告诉你
有人要找你
我就叫别人告诉你
因为我完全都不知道要怎么开口
快乐的时间
也过得很快
一下子就完了
结果要回家时
宣布一个大消息
Ldr Leong & Ldr Gan
升做kpl了～
还没升时
还被sm耍说
他们搞地下情
做了对Pb背叛的事情
听了超好笑的
本来就是去年senior pang的台词嘛
学别人的sm~~
今天就写到这吧
不想每天写到那么伤心
偶尔写个开心的
虽然今天我真的很多不愉快的事
也算了吧
顺其自然就好
{/ --
Monday, 6 April 2009 ( 15:31 )
我真的累了
我没话说了
被你说得
无话可说
什么承诺
什么答应
什么可以
都是假的
说了也做不到
我觉悟了
你到底要我怎么做
好像我亏欠你这样的
我真的无法和你沟通
好像全都是我得罪你
要不就是对我发脾气
你告诉我
我要怎么做
我累了
昨晚的你
还跟我提到分手这两个字
是谁说
不会提到分手的
是谁说过
不会再让我难过
又是谁说过
不会再欺骗我
不会再乱发脾气
。。
都是假的
因为我
你妈咪一直都在针对你
一直在你面前说难听的话
因为我
一些喜欢过我
但我没接受他们
一直在你面前做些
让你不爽的动作
又因为我
让你觉得这里步操那里又比赛
没有时间陪我
可是
我有埋怨或是生气说你不陪我吗
我还好心说
"你先去忙比赛 拿好成绩
暂时不用顾忌到我"
可你说你累
不想步操了
还说要退
我听到了真的很失望
对我而言
如果你参加一个活动
一个社团
就要尽全力
要负责任去实行
如果
你真的不想继续这段恋情
我也没话说
因为我知道
你不可能会挽回
而我也不会再挽回了
只想孤单
回到以前
那冷漠的我
我会把所有的东西放弃了
没有东西值得我去留念
除了他和他
所有乐器
武术 跆拳道
运动项目
还有我最爱的音乐
放弃了
放弃了
因为我已经知道
从那天起
我就是冷漠
那一天=五月十九日
我已经彻底伤透了
世界没有了属于我的东西
他不属于我了
我才看清楚
现在我只相信一个人
他
也许 他是我最好的选择
贤
我们在一起
我真的不快乐
你为什么给不到我要的
还是你
还喜欢她
我不明白
。。
眼泪不由自主地留下来
手上又多了几道疤
我的伤口
无法疗伤
一年了
'=Haya Hayashi='
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
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i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
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TayYing
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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ShiYin
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HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
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Senior TanKY
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Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
ZiYin
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{/credits --
designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak