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P
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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
♥ ♥ ♥
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage girl
HAYA 'HAYASHI / KAREN POH
08.12.1994
Saggitarius
SHE HATEX ANYONE BREAKS HER HEART
LOVES -- Play Any Musical Instrument
Listen Music
Stay Alone
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
0612
和你一起的美好回忆
不停地
在脑海里盘旋
还以为
幸福的童话故事会出现
因此
一直相信
能和你一起到永远
为何
你决定要毁灭
我们幸福的终点
傻傻的我
仍旧停留在原点
你离开的那一天
不愿为爱画上句点
只因心里仍默默期盼
与你一起守护
从分手那一天起
至今
我还是忘不了
你对我的好
看着你
心里有莫名的开心
却也有莫名的痛
为何当初
要这样伤害我
静静地
离你走了
好远好远
连眼睛红了
都没有发现
想起我们
之前的快乐
泪水就一点一点
开始蔓延
深藏的暗涌
已经越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要再见面了
好吗
我好害怕
每天醒来
都会想你好几遍
之后
又要哭了好几回
才去学校
我吻过你的脸
你的双手
曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么的甜
我还是那么那么地依恋
每当我闭上眼睛
我总是可以看见
你许下失信的诺言
全部都已经实现
你已经不在
我的身边
虽然你不在
我的身边
但我还是会祝福你
祝福你
过得好一点
一场残缺的爱恋
有你 也有我
却没有了爱情
然而我慢慢地
真的学会放下你了
因为我太爱你了
所以不得已
一定要强逼自己放下
看着你幸福
也好吧
或许俗语说的
对的时间
遇见对的人
是一生的幸福
；
对的时间
遇见错的人
是一场心痛
；
错的时间
遇见错的人
是一段荒唐
；
错的时间
遇见对的人
是一声叹息
因为爱你
所以我退出
你自由的天空
因为爱你
所以希望你过得快乐
过得更好
因为爱你
所以我选择离开
-在你怀里的微笑-
可以吗
让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉
知道吗
你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱
爱随着风飘洋飘过了你
最终飘到天涯海角
把我捆在这城堡
哪里也逃不了
我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道
再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲密的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到
我不要别人温柔的怀抱
让我暂时的依靠
那是份张止痛药
很快就会失效
你只要再哄我一次就好
让我可以很骄傲
记住我拥有过的好
记住在你怀里的微笑
珉
你知道为什么我想放弃你吗
像你这么好的人
谁会不想要珍惜
你以为我不会想吗
你以为我真的不想和你在一起吗
你知不知道
我非常会顾虑到别人的闲语
就像你妈妈说的
“karen这种货色的女生
满街都是
还有大把人配得上我儿子”
这句话
你知道对我好伤吗
可能对你来说
没什么
但对我来说
真的好伤
我真的再也不能和你一起
经起老天给予的考验
真的不能
我做不到
好难
我唯有做的是放弃你
可能你会认为
和你在一起时
到离开你时
我心里都还有升
毕竟我真的好爱他
爱的无法再振作了
他真的伤我好深
有时候
我也会问自己
在自己还没完全
放下一个人的时候
开始另一段感情
是否会对你很不公平
可是
感情世界里
从来都没有公平这个词的
不是吗
就算是两个相爱的情侣
他们之间的爱
也不会是公平的
其实
从那天我们第一次在学校礼堂后面见面
你给予我的约定
我就已经开始放下他了
毕竟爱一个人简单
放下却很难
我只是心情不愉快时
才会想起他对我所做的伤害
其实我心里明白
我已经不会像以前那样
无时无刻想起他
无时无刻都静静地哭泣
因为我知道
不是我的
就算我再怎么去怀恋
也没有用了
因为我已经有了你
你会带给我快乐
但是
从和你在一起后
不到几天
老天不给我休息
就给我那么多的考验
我真的撑不上来
有时候
我在想
我们是不是不该相遇
不该认识
即使相爱
到最后还是得不到对方
你累了
那我不累吗
不是我要放弃
我说过的
全心全意
毫无保留
不然我也不会一次又一次地为你哭
可是
我得到的是什么
你真的长大了
以前和你通电话
就像小孩
但是现在就不是了
成熟了好多
以前的你
都会先打来找我的
可是现在..
以前的你
都会发信息给我的
可是现在..
我知道我说我不喜欢打信息
但你懂什么是
口是心非吗
也许
我很难被了解吧
不是你的错
对不起
是我害你变成这样
一切都是我
我不会来烦你了
你好好过
也许没有我的存在
你会更好
别说我总是
只会为别人着想
因为对我而言
朋友和爱人
是最重要的
家人
已经离我而去了
我也没有必要
再执着
我就是这样
-舍不得-
第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得
只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们说过的
说了就算了
不用担心我
我不爱你了
至少你记忆里的我 是微笑的
亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得
只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的
错了就错了
不用担心我 我走了
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Friday, 21 November 2008 ( 16:53 )
05.11.2008
0612
和你一起的美好回忆
不停地
在脑海里盘旋
还以为
幸福的童话故事会出现
因此
一直相信
能和你一起到永远
为何
你决定要毁灭
我们幸福的终点
傻傻的我
仍旧停留在原点
你离开的那一天
不愿为爱画上句点
只因心里仍默默期盼
与你一起守护
从分手那一天起
至今
我还是忘不了
你对我的好
看着你
心里有莫名的开心
却也有莫名的痛
为何当初
要这样伤害我
静静地
离你走了
好远好远
连眼睛红了
都没有发现
想起我们
之前的快乐
泪水就一点一点
开始蔓延
深藏的暗涌
已经越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要再见面了
好吗
我好害怕
每天醒来
都会想你好几遍
之后
又要哭了好几回
才去学校
我吻过你的脸
你的双手
曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么的甜
我还是那么那么地依恋
每当我闭上眼睛
我总是可以看见
你许下失信的诺言
全部都已经实现
你已经不在
我的身边
虽然你不在
我的身边
但我还是会祝福你
祝福你
过得好一点
一场残缺的爱恋
有你 也有我
却没有了爱情
然而我慢慢地
真的学会放下你了
因为我太爱你了
所以不得已
一定要强逼自己放下
看着你幸福
也好吧
或许俗语说的
对的时间
遇见对的人
是一生的幸福
；
对的时间
遇见错的人
是一场心痛
；
错的时间
遇见错的人
是一段荒唐
；
错的时间
遇见对的人
是一声叹息
因为爱你
所以我退出
你自由的天空
因为爱你
所以希望你过得快乐
过得更好
因为爱你
所以我选择离开
-在你怀里的微笑-
可以吗
让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉
知道吗
你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱
爱随着风飘洋飘过了你
最终飘到天涯海角
把我捆在这城堡
哪里也逃不了
我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道
再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲密的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到
我不要别人温柔的怀抱
让我暂时的依靠
那是份张止痛药
很快就会失效
你只要再哄我一次就好
让我可以很骄傲
记住我拥有过的好
记住在你怀里的微笑
珉
你知道为什么我想放弃你吗
像你这么好的人
谁会不想要珍惜
你以为我不会想吗
你以为我真的不想和你在一起吗
你知不知道
我非常会顾虑到别人的闲语
就像你妈妈说的
“karen这种货色的女生
满街都是
还有大把人配得上我儿子”
这句话
你知道对我好伤吗
可能对你来说
没什么
但对我来说
真的好伤
我真的再也不能和你一起
经起老天给予的考验
真的不能
我做不到
好难
我唯有做的是放弃你
可能你会认为
和你在一起时
到离开你时
我心里都还有升
毕竟我真的好爱他
爱的无法再振作了
他真的伤我好深
有时候
我也会问自己
在自己还没完全
放下一个人的时候
开始另一段感情
是否会对你很不公平
可是
感情世界里
从来都没有公平这个词的
不是吗
就算是两个相爱的情侣
他们之间的爱
也不会是公平的
其实
从那天我们第一次在学校礼堂后面见面
你给予我的约定
我就已经开始放下他了
毕竟爱一个人简单
放下却很难
我只是心情不愉快时
才会想起他对我所做的伤害
其实我心里明白
我已经不会像以前那样
无时无刻想起他
无时无刻都静静地哭泣
因为我知道
不是我的
就算我再怎么去怀恋
也没有用了
因为我已经有了你
你会带给我快乐
但是
从和你在一起后
不到几天
老天不给我休息
就给我那么多的考验
我真的撑不上来
有时候
我在想
我们是不是不该相遇
不该认识
即使相爱
到最后还是得不到对方
你累了
那我不累吗
不是我要放弃
我说过的
全心全意
毫无保留
不然我也不会一次又一次地为你哭
可是
我得到的是什么
你真的长大了
以前和你通电话
就像小孩
但是现在就不是了
成熟了好多
以前的你
都会先打来找我的
可是现在..
以前的你
都会发信息给我的
可是现在..
我知道我说我不喜欢打信息
但你懂什么是
口是心非吗
也许
我很难被了解吧
不是你的错
对不起
是我害你变成这样
一切都是我
我不会来烦你了
你好好过
也许没有我的存在
你会更好
别说我总是
只会为别人着想
因为对我而言
朋友和爱人
是最重要的
家人
已经离我而去了
我也没有必要
再执着
我就是这样
-舍不得-
第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得
只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们说过的
说了就算了
不用担心我
我不爱你了
至少你记忆里的我 是微笑的
亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得
只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的
错了就错了
不用担心我 我走了
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
{/tagboard --
i think they call it freedom of speech
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
Deen Cousin
Mine (Old)
ChuaShuFen
LiewHui
XinYu
Baobao
Zoe
ShiQi
QiewRu
Edison
GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
ZiYin
TengAnn
KaiSing
TayGio
Amanda
ChungBoh
ShinHwa
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Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
{/links --
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Mine (Old)
ChuaShuFen
LiewHui
XinYu
Baobao
Zoe
ShiQi
QiewRu
Edison
GuoYuan
JiaHong
ShiYin
XueHua
HuiLin
YuehLu
SweetEr
SweetEr2
Senior HC
Senior TanKY
Senior TanKY 2
Senior Teo
Kpl Leong
Ldr TanKX
Shi Yin
Jiaxin
Anna
TayYing
ZiYin
TengAnn
KaiSing
TayGio
Amanda
ChungBoh
ShinHwa
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{/credits --
designer DancingSheep
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
{/miscellaneous --
My Virtual Barang
now playing
empty, click five
She May Never Know
What She Want
But She Has Been Very Clear
What She Did Not Want
She Likes To Do Behind The Scenes Of The Spectators
Coldly
Quietly Watching Everything
In Her Eyes
Everything Expected Of Her
She Did Not Feel That Have Any Strange
If She Acted Strange
That Is Because She Felt Should Be Done
She Is Like A Theater Person
Always Stay Out Of
Please Do Not Blame Her Indifference
This Is The Only Way To Protect Herself
She Looks Like A Hedgehog
Always Put Up Her ‘Quills’
However, The Thorns Will Not Hurt Her Friends
She Just Used To Arm Herselves
She Was Afraid To Love Too Much
She Was Afraid After Enjoying The Happiness Of Love
The Rest Is Just Extra Pain
So When Someone
Had Over-Loving Her, Take Care Of Her
She Will Not Be Happy
Perhapds She Will Escape From It
Because She Does Not Know
How To Return Her Love To Others
If You Get Her Interest & Fall In Love
That Is Because She Already Knew How To Face It
How To Return Her Love
She was always stubbornly believe that she has extraordinary endurance
She always want to be strong
While the others want to be too fragile
She always worried that her behavior
Will make others hurt
But She did not know
She Always Hurt Her own
But she does not know how to show up
Do not think that she was free and easy
Often
She actually does not fit -
She is sensitive than anyone
When She is not fine
She will not let you know
She understood
Even if you know
Is useless
Her heart is to grasp the wind
She longed for a simple, free like the wind
She dreams for peace
But She just could not find the reason for calm
She don't know what is her role
To play in this world
She just kept looking
Seek for her ultimate goal
If she found
She would not hesitate to stop
Give up the mind from wandering
Unfortunately
She will never meet
Never stop pursuing her
No matter how tired her heart
Can not be forced to give up the dream
The only strong point is her dream
Do not let her down
Since she will not forgive
She is in great for perfect
Although she knows
There is no absolute perfect in this world
But she has the absolute perfection of perseverance
If you make her disappointment
She will leave irreversible
Even if her heart bleeding
Even if the pain was to be re-crushed her life
She also never go back
That time
You see her face
Is a step in the right people to pull off
Even if she is still by your side
Her heart had leave apart from you
You can not see her hate
But you will feel "something" more than hate
And also painful cold
She was not so happy as you can see
Same
If you do not see so sad
Only
When her depression
Like to put on a happy mask
When she was happy when
They would not easily let go of her depression
In her world
Candy in the source is not happy
But she did not want the tears that fell in front of others
You see her
Laugh like a child
You sometimes think she is innocent like
Angel walked out of a fairy tale
Her heart
Endless tears forever flow
You see her strong
Only does she try to cover up the weak